Amnesia

T W E L V E

E S M E

Now that Calum and I told each other we like each other, things have gotten a little weird. By weird, I mean awkward.

We didn't talk a lot after that and he didn't come to the house after school.

Pretty sure it's my fault, I did avoid him a lot and when he talked to me I was silent. I'm just not good with guys that I like.

This is why I am still a virgin, haven't had my first kiss, and still haven't had my first boyfriend or been asked out.

I glanced down at my phone and decided to text him.

From: Me
To: Cal

Hi
Sent:6:29 pm

I waited for an answer. But I never got one. I groaned and went downstairs.

"Ash!" I yelled. He came over to me, he was all dressed up and I was instantly confused.

"We are going to a party. Do you wanna come?" I shrugged.

"Give me 10 minutes." I ran back upstairs.

I pick out my clothes, do my hair, and do my makeup.

I run back downstairs and Ashton gives me a warning look.

"Stay near me and the guys." I nod. I hop in his car and he drives to the house. I take a deep breath and enter with him.

"Ashton! Welcome!" a guy, very cute, said as Ashton and I entered. He gave me a smirk and I winked.

What? I'm never gonna see him again.

"Let's get a drink." Ash drags me over to the drinks and Luke is there.

"Penguin!" I run up and hug him. He smiled and hugs me back.

"Hey monkey" he chuckles. I roll my eyes and he hands me a drink.

"It's not going to kill you." I shrug and take some.

"It's good. Right?" he asks. I nod, it was okay.

-

I know for a fact that I'm gone. Like holy shit. I learned a trick that if you can't feel your nose or ears, you are completely gone.

I can't feel either.

I was currently against someone and we were dancing. I think it's the guy from when I came in.

I turn to face him and he connects our lips. I go with it and he stops, grabbing my hand and guiding me upstairs.

No. I'm drunk as hell, but no.

He pulled me into a room and pushed me against the wall.

"Stop." I whimpered. He groaned, still going at it, and I kept telling him to stop.

"Please! Stop!" I screamed.

"Help!"

C A L U M

"Hey. Do you know where Esme went?" I asked Luke. He shrugged.

"I saw some guy with her." he muttered. I nodded.

"Ash! Do you know where Esme is?" I ask going up to him.

"Some guy brought her upstairs. I think she's okay though." he slurred. Yea... He's gone.

I started to go upstairs but some girl stopped me.

"You're cute." she slurred. She slammed into me but I pushed her off. I continued upstairs and heard screaming.