Chapter 4
It's been 2 hours. 2 hours since Jason went home. It's weird being alone. I've spent the past 5 days with Jason. I don't like when he leaves because I feel so alone. Like, I have nobody. Yeah, I can give him a call, but then I look desperate. Desperate to talk to him. Desperate to hear his voice. Desperate to listen to his laugh. Desperate for him to tell me stories, that he's told me a million times, about his life. But that's what I am. Desperate. I feel like I need Jason. I need him to survive. He's my best friend, my life. It sounds so fucking weird. I don't care. I love him. Which, I told him last night in the park and he replied with "I love you too, Luke". But deep down I know he doesn't love me like I love him. To Jason, I'm just his best friend. The person he tells everything to. The person he can joke with. The person he can be himself around. And to me, he is so much more. It hurts so much not being able to tell him this. It really does. I'm scared that if I tell him, he'll freak out and not talk to me.
My phone vibrated. 1 new text message.
Yo Luke. Party at my house on saturday, please come? x
Jason. Jason is having a party. A party includes people. Right now I don't want to be around people. I sighed and text back.
Yo Jason. I wouldn't miss it for the world x
I'm such a liar.
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Lying To Hide These Feelings veeoneeye/lukeisnotsexy
FanfictionLuke Cutforth is in love with his best friend, Jason. Well, he isn't too clear on his feelings when he was 101 other problems on his mind. Does he confront his best friend or does he keep everything locked up?
