Now That I'm Gone

Chapter 6

I stood in the elevator silently. Looking at the women and child who were the only other people in there.
The little girl looked so much like the woman. She had blonde hair spilt perfectly into pigtails with little ribbons tied on the bases near her head. From what I could tell she had blue eyes that looked so amazing and pure.. they sparkled brighter then any star and were more blue then the ocean itself.
Her mom just snapped at her telling her to be quiet and then soon enough they exited.
I sat in the elevator all alone waiting to get down to the first floor. It was so quiet. It almost made me forget about everything. Except it really didn't.. the silence actually made me remember more. It made me think again.

She's leaving you.

No she isn't

Yes she is. Just admit it to yourself!

No.

I fought with my self until I couldn't take it anymore. I took my jacket, stuffed my face in it and screamed.

"Shut up!!!! Just leave me alone!!!" I said as I kept screaming

Pretty soon my screams turned to sobs, and I couldn't help but to cry. I slipped down to the elevator floor with my back against the wall. My legs were sprawled out on the floor, so I pulled them up to my chest and rested my head on my knees. And then I cried. I cried until I couldn't breathe. I stayed there crying, not caring who came in and saw me. Who looked at me like I was some kind of freak.

Maybe that's because you are.

Whatever, I wasn't gonna bother fighting this time. It wasn't worth it.. so I stuffed my jacket in my face and sobbed. Quietly whispering everything stuffed inside my head.

"She's gonna die.. I already know it.. but I don't want to believe it.. it hurts too much to believe.. I'm supposed to believe in good things.. but I always believe in the bad ones.."

I heard a noise.. oh yeah.. the sound of my mom dying.. her heart beat slowing down and giving up.. that was the noise I was hearing. The slowing

Beep... Beep... Beep... Beeeeeeeeppp....

Then silence. Then screams, and cries of the people who just lost their loved one. Maybe it wasn't my mom.. I was in the elevator how could I hear it? But then, my phone buzzed.

Call from:
Dad

I swiped the green answer button.

"Hello?"

"Emma sweetie,"

I could hear him crying..

"It's your mom.. she didn't... She didn't make it.. " he burst into tears..

I opened my mouth to speak but nothing came out.. I could taste my tears.. and then I felt warmth. It was fuzzy.. everything was so confusing at this moment..

I just want to wake up from this dream!!!!!

And then... I did. With tears all over my face and pillow. I couldn't breathe.. I still couldn't breathe..

A/N__________________xoxoxo
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Like always peace and love

- Pretty_Lil_Psycho_xo