and you believed her?

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••two months later••

"What is wrong with me?"

I mutter to myself as I pace up and down outside the venue shawn will be playing at tonight. His last show tonight and I cannot be prouder.

However shawn hasn't spoken to me for the past two months, ever since the Brandon incident I haven't hear a word from him or anyone else for that matter. Only Johnson and Madison are actually still talking to me, when I called Cameron all I got was 'Scarlett I thought you were different, you broke his heart'

I still don't even know what I have done to him so bad for him to not even contact me. The worst part was seeing all the videos and photos of him being happy, without me.

I look towards the door and see someone walk out, squinting because of the sun I finally see the actual figure.
It was Cameron.

I quickly span around hoping he wouldn't see me, realising what a bad idea this was.

"Scarlett?"

I heard him shout, I bite my lip and span around and gave him an awkward wave.

He started walking towards me, you could see the pure anger in his face.

"How could you turn up here?"

He asked as I looked down at me, intimidating me.

"I don't even know what I have done"

I mutter looking everywhere but at him.

"Cut the bullshit Scarlett!"

He said, you could tell he was pissed.

"I'm not! Tell me what I've done!"

I yell getting frustrated because I don't even know what I've done.

"You really don't know?"

Cameron asks as his voice becomes calmer and his face relaxes.

"No I don't! I texted shawn one day and then he just suddenly cut me out! I texted him for weeks until I gave up because I knew he didn't want to talk to me but I don't even know why!"

I say with irritation in my tone of voice.

"You kissed Brandon!"

My mouth dropped wide open as I shivered at the event that happened.

"I kissed him? More like he forced himself onto me!"

I say sighing.

"what what?"

•••

"Why didn't you tell me?"

Shawn asked as I got up from his seat and walked over to me. I told Cameron what happened and while I was talking to shawn he went to speak to the others.

"How could I? You completely shut me off!"

I yelled as I rubbed my temples.

"But I didn't know this? I thought you cheated on me"

He sSid while he ran his hair through his hair roughly.

"I'm sorry"

He mumbled as he walked over to me and placed his hands on my shoulders, i sighed and took his hands into mine.

"I would never do that to you"

I say as i stand up and give shawn a small smile.

He lifted my chin up with his finger and gently pecked my lips.

"I love you"

He whispered as he rested his forehead against my own.

"I love you too"

I say as I give him and big hug, it was so comforting to know they he didn't hate me and I had my best friend back.

"Wait? Who told you I even 'kissed' Brandon"

I ask pulling back from the hug.

"Oh"

He said looking down, I raised my eyebrows at him and he sighed.

"Uh, Chloe. Chloe told me. She was staying in Chicago and asked to meet up because it was really urgent."

I looked at him in awe.

"And you believed her? The girl who hates my guts?"

I asked stepping away from shawn sighing.

"I didn't know what to believe!"

He said in defensive so I turned round and looked at him.

"You could have at least contacted me!"

I say sighing as I pick up my phone and shove it in my back pocket.

"Is there anything else I don't know?"

I say turning to face the door because I could feel my eyes began to water, he believed her than his own girlfriend.

"She kissed me"

I span round and looked at him, I could feel my eyes starting to water.

"What? D-did you kiss her?"

I try to say but it came out like a squeak.

"For like a second and then I pushed her away"

He said, guilty look in his eyes, as he walked over to me and grabbed my arms.

I moved my hands away from him and started walking away.

"And you ignored me for 'kissing' Brandon when it was the other way around"

I say as I start to walk away.

"Scar! Please. It didn't mean anything."

I ignore his calls as I walk over to Cameron.

"C-can you take m-me h-h-ome?"

I stutter as my breathing becomes a little unsteady.

"Sit down, scar. Before you panic"

He said as he stood up and tried to sit me down, I shook my head motioning to the car.

He raised his eyebrows at me but finally gave in.

"Scarlett! Please don't go!"

I heard shawn yell, I looked at Cameron and he nodded allowing me to walk to the car.

"Matt go with her please, sit her in the car and try to calm her breathing or she'll have a panic attack"

Cameron said as he threw his keys over to Matt, Matt ran to my side as put his arm around me and walked me over to the car.

"Scar? What happened?"

I heard Johnson running to me, I turned back and gave him a small smile.

"Ask shawn"

----Cameron's p.o.v------

"Cameron let me go see her, I need to explain!"

Shawn yelled as he tried to get passed me.

"Bud, look she's going to have a panic attack. We can't let that happen okay? Whatever it is, it can wait alright?"

I say placing my hands on his shoulders.

"I love her!"

He yelled, I looked at him and sighed.

"I fucked up man"

He said sighing as he sat down and put his head in his arms.

"It's okay, give her some time. She loves you, okay?"

I say as I patt his back.

"I'll call you soon, okay?"

I say as I hear a small 'okay' before I jog off to find Scarlett.

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