new boy || shawn mendes fanfiction (completed)

Breath in

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"And now please welcome our bro Shawn Mendes!"
Cameron yelled into the mic as hundreds of girls screamed as Shawn came running on stage.
"Hi guys! Today I'll be singing A team"
Shawn said giving the crowd a toothy smile, he looked back over to me and I gave him a reassuring smile.
After this song I'll be up on that stage and I'll be singing in front of all of these screaming fans.
I tried my hardest not to panic but I could feel my breathing becoming heavy, why did I agree to this?
I knew I wouldn't be able to cope with this.
"Hey Scar its okay"
Emma said putting one hand over my shoulder.
"You can do this. Breath in. Breath out. You'll do great"
I closed my eyes and breathed In and out several times until I controlled my breathing, I didn't have a big panic attack so it was easily controlled.
"Just think you'll be doing what you've always wanted to do - sing in front of a crowd"
Emma said giving me a small smile.
"You can do this, I know you can."
I gave her a smile back as I straighten my clothes out.
"Do it for Olivia and Isaac. Imagine how happy they will be when you tell them"
She was right, I couldn't wait to tell them and my mom.
"Shit"
I mumbled pacing back and forwards.
"What?"
Emma said looking at me concerned.
"My mom. If she finds out she will ki-"
I started, Emma face grew to concern and shock as did mine.
"For my last song I want my very special friend Scarlett to sing with me"
Shawn said into the microphone.
I looked back over to Emma and then onto the stage, she would never find out right?
"Go on Scarlett"
Cameron said giving me a mic.
"You can do it"
Matt yelled as I walked onto the stage.
What was I doing? I just betrayed my mom.
Don't look back.
"We'll be singing summertime sadness"
Shawn said as he lifted his mic off the stand and held it in his hands.my legs felt like jelly as my breathing increased every second.
I closed my eyes as I heard Shawn's delicate voice sing.

Shawn:
Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know
That, baby, you're the best

I opened my eyes and breathed in, I could do this.
Scarlett:
I got my red dress on tonight
Dancing in the dark in the pale moonlight
Done my hair up real big beauty queen style
High heels off, I'm feeling alive

Oh, my God, I feel it in the air
Telephone wires above are sizzling like a snare
Honey, I'm on fire, I feel it everywhere
Nothing scares me anymore

(1, 2, 3, 4)

Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know
That, baby, you're the best

Both:
I got that summertime, summertime sadness
S-s-summertime, summertime sadness
Got that summertime, summertime sadness
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Shawn:
I'm feelin' electric tonight
Cruising down the coast goin' 'bout 99
Got my bad baby by my heavenly side
I know if I go, I'll die happy tonight

Oh, my God, I feel it in the air
Telephone wires above are sizzling like a snare
Honey, I'm on fire, I feel it everywhere
Nothing scares me anymore

(1, 2, 3, 4)
Both:
Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness
I just wanted you to know
That, baby, you're the best

I got that summertime, summertime sadness
S-s-summertime, summertime sadness
Got that summertime, summertime sadness
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Scarlett:
Think I'll miss you forever
Like the stars miss the sun in the morning sky
Later's better than never
Even if you're gone I'm gonna drive (drive, drive)

Both:
I got that summertime, summertime sadness
S-s-summertime, summertime sadness
Got that summertime, summertime sadness
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Scarlett.
Kiss me hard before you go
Summertime sadness

Shawn:
I just wanted you to know
That, baby, you're the best

Both:
I got that summertime, summertime sadness
S-s-summertime, summertime sadness
Got that summertime, summertime sadness
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

I opened my eyes to see a smiley Shawn and a cheering crowd. I looked over backstage to see everybody's mouth opened in shock.
I couldn't help but let a big smile escape my lips, I glanced back over to Shawn and smiled.
He walked over to me and hugged me so I hugged him back.
"You did it"
He whispered into my neck, I could feel his hot breath going down my spine.
I got out of his grasp and looked up at him.
"We did it"
I said giving him another smile.
"Thank you so much for everybody who came tonight! We love you all so much!"
Shawn said into the mic without taking his eyes off mine. The crowd cheered which made me smile, they liked it.
After a minute or so all of the magcon boys came jogging on stage, microphones in each one of there hands.
"Thank you so much for supporting all of us"
Cameron said as he looked up from the ground.
I looked at them shocked but then realised what was happening.
"We love every single on of you."
Taylor said giving them a sad smile, lots of mumbling was going around, I looked up to Shawn he was smiling at them.
This was going to be hard for them all.
I walked over to Shawn and he looked up at me.
He then put his arm around my waist as I rested my head on his shoulder.
I then got out of his grasp and squeezed his hand, it wasn't my place to be on stage while they say this so I had to get off.
"You did them proud"
I whispered as I jogged off stage and joined Emma who was watching them.
We both looked at them as they were speaking to the crowd.
"They all look so heart broken"
Emma whispered, I gave her a small nod because I knew they were.
"We will love you all no matter what"
Shawn said into the mic.
"We're sorry but it's time we all go our separate ways"
Mathews said quietly.
"We will be brothers no matter what. We all need to focus on our own careers"
Aaron added.
"This is the end of magcon"
Cameron said as Lots of yells went around the crowd, most of the girls where crying.
I looked back onto the stage, all the boys looked devastated, I wanted to give them all a big hug.
"We will love you no matter what"
Taylor said as all the boys had a big group hug.
"Nashville will be our last concert but this isn't the end. We love you"
Nash said as they all walked off the stage.
Shawn walked off and he gave me a sad smile, I ran up to him and gave him a hug.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and his arms were around my neck.
"They still love you"
I whispered as I pulled away.
"Thank you"
He whispered back.
I looked back out to see loads of girls crying as Bart was talking about the end of Magcon, it was hard for everybody. It was such a hard thing for the boys to do.
Two more shows and then Magcon was over.

A/n: TB to when magcon broke up. It just brought back all the feels okay bye.