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Several times trying to fall asleep, I finally gave in and checked my phone.
6:37am.
I have to be up soon and I have had like 3hours sleep.
I rolled over and I faced a sleepy Shawn.
Yes we were sharing a bed and no we didn't do anything like that.
He hair flopped over his face but it still looked extremely cute whereas my hair probably looked like a birds nest.
"You're staring"
He mumbled as he opened his eyes.
"Can't you sleep?"
His raspy voice whispered as he sat up.
I shook my head trying to not wake the others.
He quietly got out of bed and threw a sweater over his topless body and picked his phone up and shoved it in his pocket.
I raised an eyebrow at him and rubbed my eyes.
"Are you coming?"
He whispered as he crept passed everybody to the hotel door I quickly nodded and found Shawn's sweater and threw it over my tee.
I quietly followed him and shoved my phone in my pocket.
He slowly shut the door and we crept passed Bart's room like ninjas, it was very hard to not burst out into laughter.
We finally and safely made it to the lobby were a old lady was sitting behind the desk.
"Are you okay?"
She asked yawning as she did so.
"We're fine thank you"
Shawn said as he pulled my arm too drag me outside.
"Where are you two going at 6am?"
She asked as she looked at her watch.
I laughed quietly as I didn't know the answer.
"Just walking, have a good shift"
Shawn said trying to be polite before pulling my outside.
The fresh cold air hitting our body's, it was quite refreshing actually.
"It's cold"
I mumbled as I sat down on the bench.
"I know"
Shawn said as he rubbed his arms in attempt to warm himself up.
We sat in silence as we watched the train in the distance going past. It was still busy in California at 6am in the morning, the sun had started to come out.
"Scarlett, yesterday you were crying and I know you was so don't lie to me, what happened?"
I sighed as I looked down to the floor.
"Seriously it's nothing. It was stupid off me to cry"
I mumbled as I fiddled with my fingers nervously.
"Even if it is, you can tell me you know"
He said in a reassuring tone.---Shawn P.O.V-----
"It's nothing. It was stupid"
She mumbled again still not looking up at me.
"Please tell me"
I whispered, she sighed and looked up at me.
"It just there were like rude comments about me on Twitter and Instagram and stuff that's all"
She said really quickly and then sighed as if it was the most stupidest thing to cry over.
"See I told yo-"
"It's not stupid! Why didn't you tell me?"
I asked as I pulled my phone out to find out what's going on.
"They are your fans, they love you, I'm just in the way"
She spoke quietly.
"Are you kidding me?!? That gives them no right!"
I say as I read through some comments.
- ew she's so ugly
- wtf stay away from Shawn u slut
- who even is she? Like look at her
I never thought my fans would do anything like this...
I held my phone up and told Scarlett to smile, she quickly covered her face.
"No I just woke up, I have no make up on and my hair"
She mumbled as she hid into the crock of my shoulder, I quickly took the photo and laughed.
"What?"
She asked as she moved her hands away from her face.
"I just think it's funny that you don't see how beautiful you are"
I say shrugging my shoulders, I turn to face her, seeing a huge smile on her face.
I looked at her and then down to her lips, I slowly moved in cautiously.
As soon as she realised what happening she closed her eyes and moved in to.
Soon then our lips collided as they moved in sync.
I couldn't help but smile as she kissed me back.
She pulled away and smiled.
"You aren't that bad of a kisser"
She said with a huge cheesy smile on her face.
"Not to bad yourself"
I say as I smile forms on my face.---Scarlett's p.o.v---
He kissed me for the third time.
I felt his lips on mine.
He kissed me.
I looked over to Shawn furiously typing a message on his phone and then suddenly my phone pinged up with a notification.
-Shawn Mendes Tagged You In A Photo.
Curious I opened it up to see the picture that he took earlier where I was covering my face with a caption.
I scrolled down as I read the caption:
"This here is my best friend Scarlett. She's kind, funny and beautiful and I don't appreciate the hate she is being given. She hasn't done anything to deserve any of these hateful comments she has been receiving.
As my fans, we are against bullying, and i love you all with all my heart.
You are everything. you have gotten me to where I am now and I will forever be grateful for you all sticking by me and believing in me.
As much as I love you, I love Scarlett too and these comments are really hurting both her and myself.
I don't like seeing people upset and to see somebody upset because of my fans make me disappointed.
Please can you stop being mean and keep your thoughts to yourself, Scarlett hasn't done anything to be rude to you all she has done is shown you all kindness please return that gesture.
I love you all so much and I know it's only some of you so this isn't aimed at all of you but please be careful what you say on the Internet.
It's never nice to hide behind a keyboard and throw hateful comments and self harming threats, this isn't a joke.
Sorry on behalf of those who haven't done this so thank you!
I love you all so so much and you all rock!
Appreciate that Scarlett is my best friend too & Scarlett you rock!❤️I smiled as I read through the post-he is so cute and caring it's surreal.
I quickly typed a quick comment seeing as he probably wouldn't see it:
"I love you too! Thank you Mendes❤️"
I sent that and turned to face Shawn.
"You're so cheesy"
I say as I leant in and kissed Shawn's lips.
First he didn't kiss back but as he realised what happened he started kissing back making it more heated.
I brung my arm around his neck and pulled at his hair as a moan escaped his lips.
He held onto my cheeks as he kissed me harshly.
He was a great kisser.A/n:
I forgot to add in why she was crying on the previous chapter so I added it now.
What do you guys think on smut? Should I add some in or would you rather not?
CZYTASZ
new boy || shawn mendes fanfiction (completed)
Fanfic"i was happy with him but he wasn't happy with me. i wasn't good enough" --- written by 14 year old took me forever but finally finished! trust me it gets better when you get near the end :) ----