three hour hours sitting on these ridiculously uncomfortable chairs, waiting and waiting on some news. we just needed to know if she was going to be okay.
my dad had joined as at the hospital, while Cameron, Matt and I hadn't moved a spot since we arrived.
"I'm going to go and get some answers"
My dad spoke as he walked over to a nurse, I gave him a small nod as I sighed.
"Shawn?"
I looked up to a tear stained Cameron, looking at me. I raised an eyebrow not wanting to cause a scene.
"It wasn't your fault, I'm sorry. It was mine. If I swerved instead of breaked we wouldn't be here right now, I'm so sorry."
He rushed as a tear slid down his cheeks, Cameron barely ever cried and if he did it was heart breaking.
"Come on guys, it was none of our faults, let's just be strong for scar okay?"
Matthew said as he placed one arm around me and his other around Cameron. I gave him a small smile as I waited to hear the news on my baby girl.
---35minutes later----
"Mr Mendes?"
A small voice came, I looked up and immediately stood up.
"Yes that's us, what's going on?"
my father asked as we all intently waited for answers.
"as you know she had surgery, it wasn't as successful as we thought it would be, unfortunately she did-"
he began explaining as slowly as possible, making sure what he was saying was processing in our heads.
"I-I-is she d-dead?"
Cameron muttered, staring blankly at the doctor, his bottom lip trembling.
"No"
We all let out a huge relief of sigh, my body started to relax again.
"but, she...she is in a coma."
he breathed, running his hand through his hair.
i looked at him, as if he were insane. all the muscle in my body started to tense up again.
"how long?!?"
I asked as I started to pace up and down the small confined area.
"It could be a week, a month, less or even more. when ever her body is ready to recover."
he spoke, as he patted my shoulder.
"Can I see her?"
I asked as I closed my eyes, wishing this was over.
"one person at a time"
i looked over to Cameron and Matthew and they both nodded, signalling I could go first.
I followed the doctor into room 147, my breathing started to become quite heavy.
"she may not be talking but she can hear everything you are saying"
he said as he opened the door and lead me Inside, I glanced down at her fragile body, just laying there.
her eyes were shut and her face was as pale as a ghost, she looked like she was dead.
a tear slipped down my cheek as I quickly wiped it away.
"thank you"
I mumbled to the doctor as walked over to Scarlett's body.
I gently took ahold of her freezing cold hand and kissed it, as gently as I possibly could.
"I love you so much, Scarlett. Please don't ever leave me"
I said as I intertwined our hands together, taking a seat on one of the chairs next to her bed.
"I'm so sorry for everything, I'm a fool. You are so amazing and I can't ever imagine my life without you, never. Please I need you in my life, always"
I began to speak softly as tears streamed down my face, I can't lose the person who means most to me.
CZYTASZ
new boy || shawn mendes fanfiction (completed)
Fanfiction"i was happy with him but he wasn't happy with me. i wasn't good enough" --- written by 14 year old took me forever but finally finished! trust me it gets better when you get near the end :) ----
