Banana Bus Squad Oneshots

Daithi de Calibre (Part 1) - Unfixable

There a thousand things I want to say but it's all reserved within my mind. Millions of thoughts that tell me how I should look and whats wrong with me. I have all of these thoughts just swirling inside telling me these things... but my mind just keeps telling me to try and be better. It's just how can I when I'm stuck thinking these things now. It feels like a whirlpool slowly dragging me down deeper in my problems. And every time I tell myself how great I can be, I'm just not. It makes me feel worse because I know I can't strive and meet my own goals. I'm lost in my own head and this sea of competition that will never go away. I don't know what I want to do for the future, I'm taking guesses. Maybe I want to do this or be that, but honestly I don't think I'll ever be anything. Please help me Lui, I'm lost...
Message Sent 4:35am

Nogla, are you okay? You need to put those voices in your head down! Everytime they tell you something tell the that they're wrong! You can't go on like this. I have the same problems as you, but I've learned how to tune out the voices inside of my head. They no longer bother me. So I now do anything that I set my mind too. I'm happy now, because I don't put myself down anymore. I changed the way I thought.
Message Sent 8:23am

There aren't really any voices that tell me what to do or think, it's just me. I'm not always like this. It's only sometimes when I start thinking a certain way or I notice something wrong with me. Then I try to use others to make me feel better, certain outlets. Youtube, friends who I can talk to... but it just makes me feel worse.
Message Sent 8:24am

David, listen to me. Don't be stubborn... just love yourself.
Message Sent 8:30am

I can't anymore Lui. I'm done trying to love myself... there's no point to it.
Message Sent 8:31am

Goodbye.
Message Sent 8:31am

David?
Message Sent 9:12am

David! Please tell me you aren't going to hurt yourself!
Message Sent 9:12am

David!? Please don't do anything! If you can't love yourself I'll love you for you! I can share my love for the both of us...
Message Sent 8:13am

Please... David, I love you... don't leave me.
Message Sent 8:14am

Lui help me
Message Sent 8:20am

I'm coming. Hang in there David.
Message Sent 8:21am

Le Fin.