Rants, Rhythms And Downright Randomness

Kowinkydink

So I recently got back in touch with one of my old best friends - sort of.

Anyway, we followed each other on Instagram and have liked some of each other's posts.

Now he used to be one of my closest friends and it feels weird suddenly popping up one day and making contact without any actual conversation.

So, I was going through his posts and, as we recently finished the school year, his form (he's at a different school to me) had obviously decided to do a group photo.

Being the weirdo I am I decided to see if there was anyone I knew.

I tapped the photo and suddenly I see one of my favourite accounts/ crushes username pop up.

I swear, I died - it was a really freaky coincidence. I mean, they literally probably don't even know I exist. But they once liked one of my posts and I freaked out.

I really want to talk to them (and my old friend), but I'm too socially awkward to actually try.

That and I think they may be aro, so y'know, not exactly conducive to a relationship in general.

I completely respect their sexuality though, it is up to them how they feel and no-one should be criticised for their preference. But, yeah, I still think they're really frigging cute.

Ughh. Help me.

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Yep, so that is what's on my mind at the mo. Uggghhhh. Why do the cute ones have to be aro, way out of my league, way older than me, or live on the other side of the world. Eughh, fml. All I want is a partner who will let me draw them, or sit with me and watch movies occasionally, or dance around to music, or just spend time chatting with me every so often. Man, I'm so demanding - I see why no-one likes me now. Lol. Forever alone. Love you mystic squirrels. Byeee.

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