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chapter 9: my childhood friends

KATHRYN'S POV:

The month of January is approaching and to my surprise. My childhood friends MILES OCAMPO and JON LUCAS just transferred to our school.

I am very happy to finally see them again because for the past 10 years they were in Hawaii.

This is somewhat an early Christmas gift.

I told Miles about what happened on that night, he confessed to me. I had gone nuts because of that. I will always remember that from that moment on.

When school days are to start...

Everything else changed. I was very happy to be with him each and every day. Being able to hang out with him all day long.

That certain feeling that I feel safe when he's around. I feel like to be at his arms everything's going to be all okay.

(please play the music ANOTHER NOW while reading )

But...

That's what I thought...

when everything else's running smoothly.  That's when a tragedy draws nearer to you.

I heard rumors spreading everywhere.
Wherever I go. I hear the murmurs and gossips around the campus.

my mind is full of questions finding answers.

Miles then came to me...

miles: did you hear about the issue?

(my voice changed to a lowly one)

Kath: yes, do you have any idea. What is it about?

(I don't want to know. But, I want my questions to be answered. )

miles: but, before I tell you. Could you please calm down?

Kath: okay. I promise

she took a long sigh and said...

you see Kath...

He's seeing a girl from SAINT GREGORY'S UNIVERSITY.

and that...

he's starting court her...

he told Khalil not to tell you because he doesn't want to hurt your feelings...

but upon hearing that...

I started to cry. I don't know but my heart was cast down by sadness.

it seems like I am breaking apart.

I can't believe what I just heard. I feel like the words he said to me on that night slapped on my face.

FUCK! HE'S A LIAR! A PIECE OF SHIT! A LIAR...A BIG FAT LIAR!

WHY DIDN'T HE TELL ME STRAIGHT ON MY FACE?

HE DOESN'T WANT TO HURT ME? OH BOOHOO! I WASN'T HURT I WAS DEEPLY HURT.

I NEVER SHOULD'VE LOVED YOU DANIEL.

BUT I DO, I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH. AND I WANT TO STOP IT ALREADY BECAUSE I'M JUST HURTING MYSELF WITH THE TRUTH...

THE TRUTH THAT... YOU AND I

COULD NEVER BE...

"POSSIBLE".