Best, I think i'm inlove with you?

chapter 14: flashback

KATHRYN'S POV:

I was seated next to the airplane's window. I was just staring at the clouds.

Thinking of Daniel...

is he going to be okay?

how could I live without my best friend by my side?

He could move on directly right?

Could I accept the fact that maybe he'd replace me with another girl?

I mean he had only a crush on me.

And I think it's only up to that stage only.

I forgot the letter gave Tita Carla.

I hope he could read it after his recovery.

I don't want to leave at his side.. but I have to.

a fragment of the past suddenly flashed at my mind.

it was that competition...

when we hadn't had a word with each other.

Every time I come near him.  He eludes me.

why what's wrong Daniel?

did I do something bad? or shameful?

I tried talking to him at the school hall but, he only listened to me without any word he walked away from me.

What a jerk!

Did he learn anything from this thing called MANNERS?

I just keep on staring at him...

from morning...

at lunch break...

I wanted to approach him. But I think he'd neglect me again.

So, I just stood still and talked to my friend Emma.

We were discussing the news report for live tv broadcasting for the competition.

I just watched him walk until the gates of the school.

My heart was ACHING.

just watching him and refraining from him is like hell.

the afternoon then came,

still the same.

WE HAVEN'T TALKED FOR EVEN A BIT.

when it was time for the practice and students to be dismissed.

My teammates and our peers planned to go and chill out at my friend's house.

He was there as well.

At my Friend's house...

He was quiet.

He only talked to Mitch, Beal, and Jerome.

Even though I was there, he didn't even speak a word to me.

Because of that, I switched to my 'suplada' mode.

Everything he says, I reply with irritating and annoying words.

I was like, you're not speaking at the same lame Kathryn.

I mean.. She's tired of you.

She wants to stop loving you.

SUCH A BIG BAAAAASTAAAAARD!