Hunger and Highs (BEING REWRITTEN)

Ten- Lazy

//unedited\\

~Tyler~

I groaned when I heard rustling around in the hallway of my room. I squinted at the red digital numbers of my alarm clock and seen that it was around the time that I normally get up, but I didn't feel like getting up in all honesty. I heard a soft knock on my door and it creaked open to reveal my mother.

"Tyler honey, your siblings are leaving today." She said quietly. I simply nodded and put my head back onto the pillow from where I'd lifted it up to look at her. "I have to go to work, so make sure you hug them for me before they leave. Love you!" She whisper yelled and I smiled softly and lazily. She shut the door to my room and I heard her steps retreat down the stairs until they faded away into nothing. Something tossed about next to me and I was confused at first until I felt someone roll over onto me.

"Tyler your bed is shit." He mumbled against me and I chuckled

"That's me, you dumbass." I said and he snorted before rolling back off of me. I rolled onto my side to look at him. "It's about time to get up for school." I informed and he groaned before shoving his face into the pillow.

"I don't wanna go. I feel like shit. Don't make me~" He pleaded and I smiled at the childishness of him.

"Okay." I simply stated. He looked at me from the pillow.

"Okay what? You're sending mixed signals here." He said, amused. "This better not be something to do with The Fault in our Stars or I will personally kill your rich ass."

"Josh!" I gasped, feigning being offended. "If you wanted to fuck me that bad, all you had to do was ask." I said with a smirk. Josh started spluttering and he fell off the bed which made me start laughing uncontrollably.

"Jesus fucking Christ Tyler!" He said once he calmed down. I heard a pounding on the wall that Zach and I shared.

"Shut the fuck up! I'm trying to sleep you gay fucks." He yelled and I snickered.

"That's one gay fuck to you! Josh is straight." I stated and Josh shook his head.

"Bisexual." He stated and I rolled my eyes.

"And so is nearly everyone these days so they don't look like homophobic assholes." I stated calmly. He got back onto the bed and I felt him get really close to me. When I turned to look at him, I found myself merely inches- no centimeters- away from his. Our noses brushed together and I felt my face heat up and my heart skip a beat. I wasn't going to lie, I found Josh to be attractive; even more attractive now that he was cleaned up and his hair was a fresh color. And he looked really good in the low light coming from the rising sun through my window.

"I'm not homophobic." He stated quietly, and I almost had the urge to lean in and see what his lips tasted like, but that was just because I was probably horny or some shit. I mean everyone gets a little sexually frustrated. "I just happen to have a girlfriend." He stated and I cringed.

"Yeah, and no offense but like how did you even get her? She's like so fucking perfect! Her face is flawless oh my god is it flawless. She's so pretty, no she's fucking beautiful. Her hair is the perfect color, her eyes make you want to just give in to her every will, her skin is probably soft and smooth. And don't even get me started on how she probably is in bed." I ranted and Josh chuckled.

"Do you have a crush on my girlfriend, Tyler Joseph?" He asked, his tone signaling that he was amused.

"I'm jealous. She probably doesn't even know how beautiful she is." I stated with a sigh. "Josh." I said randomly.

"Yes, Baby Boy?" I blushed slightly at the nickname.

"What's it like to be high?"

"Why on earth would you want to know that?" He asked, seemingly shocked to hear me ask that. "It's terrible, for me anyway. I might have had a better opinion on that if it hadn't been for the way I'd been introduced to them. Like if I'd just been a rebellious teenager trying to do something bad then I'd probably enjoy drugs." He said and I nodded. "I'm tried as fuck."