Chapter Twenty Seven (Leaving)

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Sarah's POV
Five hours and twenty minutes. The clock is ticking and I still haven't found the courage to tell him. "Okay so you're obviously going to need your riding shoes. And don't forget your jodhpurs... should I pack in the black one with white patches or the white one with red patches... or both?" Joanna mutters to me about my clothing I was to take with. Although considering I was answering any sane person would have guessed that she was talking to herself.

"Jo,what am I going to do?"
She held a red hat in her right hand and a black one in her left. She was debating which one to pack in."About?"
"About this? " I wave my arms around to emphasise my point. My suitcases were packed and against the wall next to the door and a mini bag held by Joanna.

"Personally I think Jerry should understand. You did make your plans long before you were informed of this. Where should this go , Mistress?"
"Put it in the red duffel bag."
"Am I the only one focused on the big picture?"

The two continued discussing what should go where and what would go well with what. I felt so upset, excited and frustrated that I wanted to pull my hair out and dance in the remains. Wouldn't that be sick? "I'm going for a walk and hopefully I will be able to tell my BOYFRIEND that I'm LEAVING!" I slammed the door to my house closed and heard a muffled, "Good luck." From my room.

The one place I could always go when I was this stressed was the café. Café Lé Chocolade made the best sweet treats, being a regular I didn't even have to stand in the queue that long. I walked down the street in the cold winter air. It's so numbing. I let myself escape into the cold feeling.

This is the only feeling I felt before I came here. Cold, empty and alone. For anyone my age it would be mood swings but that's how I stayed. Until I came here and met them.

There is no one on the streets except for me and the icy snow. The only sounds I hear is the soft crunching of the hail beneath my feet and my pounding heart. The loneliness comes back again and I'm brought back to that time. Thinking of my friends I feel a slight warmth.

To feel some sort of warmth again is a miracle because I nearly... nearly... nearly...

The ding of the bell brought me back to reality. "Oi, Sarah, back again? It's only been an hour." Louise was the service guy and happened to always be on duty when I was in store. "Yes. It's a very stressful day for me and I need my sweets to keep myself sane or I might just lose it."
"The boyfriend?"
"That and more my friend. Can I get-"
"A chocolate milkshake and vanilla donut or a strawberry milkshake and strawberry cheesecake?"
"Both." With what was going down I needed all the sugar I could get. I just hope and pray Jerry understands.

I sat down on a booth in the corner. Since it was a chilly day the café was packed with old and young alike. The steaming mugs were being placed at tables with warm and sweet deserts.
The air conditioning was invitingly warm as well. A perfect heated place for heated moments. And other moments.

My phone starts vibrating and 'Changes' by David Bowie starts playing. Best and worst time to call me. "Hi, Jerry..."
"Where are you?" His tone was upset. So I had either done something I had forgotten or Joanna had told him. "I'm at Lé Chocolade. What did I do now?" The other end is silent for a while and I'm worries that he might have hung up to start hunting me down. "Just stay there."

Before I can respond the line goes dead. Not going to be hard since I have to wait for my sugar. One of the waitresses walks over to my table and places down my orders. I quietly thank her and mentally go over what I could have done to make him angry.

Did I forget some sort of plans we had today? Did I forget something by him? Did I-

Not tell him that you're leaving...

Shut up guilty conscience. I'm fairly certain it's nothing.
That's not what your belloflops say.

Looking for some way to get rid of my stress I start nervously eating the dessert. I barely registered the smoothness and sweetness of either desserts, all I could vision was fury in my lover's eyes.

Every ding that echoed in the room I would nervously look up expecting a furious Jerry and each time I was relieved and disappointed to see it was not him.

"When?" I jumped a foot in the air when his voice and arms wrapped around me. My gravestone will read, "Death by guilt and hug. "

"When what?" His arms tightened around me as he pulled me closer to him.
"When were you going to tell me you were leaving?"

I told you.

Shut up. Not now. But how did he find out?

I'm guessing Joanna or Edward... or both?

Did I not just say shut up?
Don't be mad at me because I'm honest.

"Jerry..."
"I understand, Sarah," He turns me around and hooks his finger up to my chin so I look into his melting eyes. "But next time tell me okay." I had disappointed him. It was written all over his face and was shining like a light in his eyes. "I'm sorry, Master." I whispered a barely audible apology. If he wasn't in front of me he wouldn't have heard.

"It's okay, Puppy." He kisses the top of my forehead and sits me down in the booth. "I got this." I look around me to make sure no one is looking our way before I pull my jeans down to show the chastity belt I wore. It was black with a golden rose and lock. "I want you to trust I won't do anything stupid, Master."

Jerry is just staring at the chastity belt. "When did you..."
"This morning. I wanted to surprise you."
He rested his hand on the exposed part of my thigh and leaned into my ear to whisper, "Get under the table on your knees."

I did not want to have him displeased with me anymore so I complied with no complaint. Even in the somewhat dim light from the table I could see his 'problem'. "You caused this so fix it."
"Yes, Master..."

Okay so I'm back, large and in charge! I know it might be confusing and muddling but bear with me. I'm going through a 'weird ' phase so cut me some slack. I will try to make more sense in the next chapter.

1. Does Joanna seem not concerned about Sarah's problem?

2. How did Jerry find out?

3. Anyone else have a major sugar addiction? Just for fun
I had to ask.

Anyways so if my updates are irregular I do have things and major pains, literally and figuratively. So until next update.

Lovesick
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