A Broken Heart

Tears

There will be tears.
I won't fight them anymore.
I fought for so long
All because I was scared.
Scared of what it was.
Scared of what it is.

My hope?
There is almost none.
I have but two sources.
One here on earth,
The other, not so much.
It's her love that makes me strong,
But it's God's plan that keeps me going.

Why?
Why does this have to happen?
I'm just a kid!
I'm not supposed to have to worry about this!
I don't know that I can do this.
I don't know how much longer I can be 'strong'.

How?
How am I supposed to do this?
I'm just so scared.
How am I supposed to do this on my own?

What if...
What if I'm not strong enough?
What if I let you down?
What if I break my promises?
What if he finds out?
What if he things I'm awful?
What if he's disgusted?

Help me!
Help me, Isa.
Help me to be strong.
Help me to have hope.
Help me carry on.
Help me trust God's plan.
Help me through this.
Please, don't leave me alone.

Yes, there will be tears.
I'm sure they will fall.
This is now my life.
I've learned to live with it.
But that doesn't mean I'm not scared.
But now I know, I'm not alone.

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A/N
Hey guys. I know it's been a while since I've really done anything on this account and I'm sorry about that. I just wanted to say that the he and she in this poem should know who they are. For the 'she' I want to thank you for being amazing and for giving me hope. For the 'he' please know that I like you very much and I wish that I had the strength and confidence to tell you what's going on, but I'm a weak coward and don't deserve you.

For everyone else, thank you for reading this. I don't want to call it poetry because In my eyes it's not, so call it what you will. Thank you for the support this book has gotten. When I posted this I thought I'd get like ten reads, but I mean, I guess you guys think I'm pretty good, and for that I thank y'all.

Well, until next time.