A Broken Heart

Worth It

Here I sit.
Confused and Broken.
I'm only trying to understand.

Can I ask you a question?
Was it worth it?
Was nine years of friendship worth it?

And then,
And then I ask that same question of myself.
Was my opinion worth it?

Nine years.
I don't even know that I remember a time without you.
Even when we were apart, we weren't.

I sit here reading old poetry.
You commented on nearly every poem.
It's almost as if you're taunting me.

Reminding me of what we had.
Of what we lost.
Was it worth it?

Does it hurt you?
Did it hurt you to say that we shouldn't talk?
Because it killed me to read it.

I almost broke down then.
I was shaking so bad,
I could barely type a response.

So tell me this...
Was it worth it?
I'm starting to doubt if it was.

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A/N: Hi everyone. So, earlier tonight I posted a rant type thing. A rant of my opinion on a certain subject. Now, my opinion lost me a friend and I'm kinda shaken up about it. I don't know if I'm done or not for the night. Thanks for reading. ~ Jo