Younower Imagines

34 | Jackson Krecioch

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Jackson had invited me over to stay plenty of times, I had always declined until tonight.

Jackson text saying he was at home alone tonight, and my parents had company over so he asked if I wanted to stay over.

We were sitting in Jacksons bed watching Teen Wolf re-Runs on Netflix, my head placed in the crook of his neck and his arms snaked around my waist.

The final episode finishes and the room falls silent, the only light coming from Jacksons fairy lights on the walls.

"hey Hannah?"

"Hm?" I hum.

"How come you always said no to staying over here before?" I had always tried to avoid him asking this question, more for the fact I didn't want him to know the reason.

"Well... You know I've had previous relationships where they've tried to pressure me into doing things I didn't want to" I say, I feel him sit up straight.

"Do you really think I would do that ?" He asks, sounding very angry, I flinch at the sound of his booming voice.

"No! Jackson you know I'm just scared" I yell back.

"Whatever, I bet you asked for it anyway" you couldn't believe what I just heard come out of my boyfriends mouth, he knew how hard it was for me.

"What the fuck?" I scream, now each of us were standing on each of side of his bed.

"You know what Jackson, fuck you! You knew how hard it was for me after that" I scream, my voice breaking as my salty tears spit from your eyes.

He didn't speak, he stood speechless. Jackson didn't know why he said what he did but You could tell he regretted what he had said.

"I'm leaving" I state, picking up my well technically it's Jacksons hoodie and phone before walking down to the front door with Jackson following behind begging me not to.

I open the door to be hit with a gust of snowy wind, great it's a snow storm.

"Ok, so I can't leave" I state the obvious, closing the door and walking back up to Jacksons bedroom.

This whole time Jackson has said nothing. He just follows me to the room and watches as I take off my shoes and get under the covers.

Not long after me Jackson does the same, turning off the light ceasing the room into pure darkness.

"baby you're ok" I hear in the distance "Hannah wake up".

I sit up, gasping for air covered in sweat I burst out crying scared at what I just saw. I feel a hand on my lower back.

"Baby it was just a nightmare, you're fine" Jackson soothes.

I shove my head into his chest hearing him make an 'oopf' sound.

"Baby I told you it was just a nightmare it's not real I promise" he whispers in my ear.

After about 15 minutes Jackson finally calmed me down and was now cradling me in his arms.

"You wanna tell me what happened?" He asked cautiously "It was just another one about Liam" I say, Liam was my ex boyfriend who tried to rape me and he abused me.

Jackson just held me tighter "baby I'm so sorry for what I said earlier, you know I didn't mean it" and I did know he was really sorry.

"Jackson?"

"Hm?" He hums in response.

"Sing me to sleep?" I ask, hopeful eyes.

"Of course" he says, lying both of us down, placing my head on his chest.

" Much as you blame yourself, you can't be blamed for the way that you feel
Had no example of a love that was even remotely real
How can you understand something that you never had?
Ooh, baby, if you let me, I can help you out with all of that

Girl let me love you
And I will love you
Until you learn to love yourself
Girl let me love you
I know your trouble
Don't be afraid, girl let me help
Girl let me love you
And I will love you
Until you learn to love yourself
Girl let me love you
A heart of numbness gets brought to life
I'll take you there

Girl let me love you
Girl let me love you, baby, oh
Girl let me love you
Girl let me love you, baby
Girl let me love you
Let me love you, let me love you, oh

I can see the pain behind your eyes
It's been there for quite a while
I just wanna be the one to remind you what it is to smile
I would like to show you what true love can really do

Girl let me love you
And I will love you
Until you learn to love yourself
Girl let me love you
I know your trouble
Don't be afraid, girl let me help
Girl let me love you
And I will love you
Until you learn to love yourself
Girl let me love you
A heart of numbness, gets brought to life
I'll take you there

Girl let me love you, baby
Girl let me love you
Let me love you, let me love you, baby
Girl let me love you
Girl let me love you, baby
Girl let me love you
Let me love you, girl let me love you, baby

For every heart that beats
For every heart that beats
For every heart that beats
For every heart that beats
Heart that beats
Heart that beats
Heart that beats
Heart that beats

Girl let me love you
And I will love you
Until you learn to love yourself
Girl let me love you
I know your trouble
Don't be afraid, girl let me help
Girl let me love you
And I will love you
Until you learn to love yourself
Girl let me love you
A heart of numbness, gets brought to life
I'll take you there

Girl let me love you
Let me love you, baby, love you, baby
Girl let me love you
Let me love you babe, love you babe."

My eyes close over "Goodnight Princess I love you".