Younower Imagines

27 | Nathan Triska

You and Nathan have been together just over a year, your close to all the boys, which is why you're invited to go on tour with them.

Your due to finish your senior school course in 4 months and after years of studying you don't want to drop out just to go on tour. However you have 2 months off school before the final couple of months and so you have agreed to join the boys for a couple of mouths then go home.

You wouldn't want to spend the whole tour with them anyway because it's their adventure and you wouldn't want to intrude after they have worked so hard for it.

The boys are in the hotel all in Simon and Nathan's room playing video games and whatever else. You needed to go the shop to pick up some ladies products. You leave the hotel and head for the store.

Nathan's POV

'Whats wrong with you?' Simon asks,

'Yeah, you've been snapping for days' Nick adds, they are right I have, I hate it but I have.

'Nothing' I lie, but to be honest I know it's nothing even though it feels like something. I thought having (Y/N) on tour would be a laugh, we would be able to travel and share the experience but since she join us last week we haven't had anytime alone.

The boys love (Y/N) which of course is amazing, but it means that they all do stuff together. And not only that but whenever we are alone she's being off with me, she doesn't want me to touch her and we haven't had sex in nearly two months.

'Come on man, just tell us, is it (Y/N)' Nick asks still focused on the game he's playing with Simon.

"'No, well yes but no. It's nothing serious I guess"' I reply not sure what I'm trying to say the boys pause the game and all turn to look at me.

'Do you guys think she's still into me ?" I ask scratching the back of my neck, although me and the boys are close we don't really do the relationship talk. Nick and Simon look at each other and Alan shrugs lying back onto the bed.

'Yeah bro, why do you ask' Simon answers and I can tell he genuinely thinks she's happy with me.

'it's just that we haven't, like we haven't...' I stop myself, what would (Y/N) say if she found out I had told the guys.

'You haven't had sex' Alan asks sitting straight up. Simon and Nick both evidently grow more interested by the movement of sitting on the edge of the bed.

'No we have, of course we have, but it's been like 2 months.' I groan as the words remind me of how long it has been. Alan chuckles slightly and lays back down.

'Bro, what's going on with that, you two have been together forever' Simon comments.

'I know, she doesn't even tell me why we aren't doing it she just says no, it's so fucking frustrating" I complain.

And just as I finish my sentence I heard a sigh coming from the door and when I turn (Y/N) was shaking her head and leaving the room.

Your POV

I can't believe he had told the guys we haven't had sex for months, not only that but he fucking complained about it. You thought it was getting to him but you also thought when it got to much he would ask.

"'(Y/N), wait just let me explain" Nathan groans as he follows you out of the room.

After a second and he realises your not replying he continues
'Im sorry I told them, they asked and I needed to talk to them, I thought you were going off me' he sighs.

'Sometimes I really fucking hate you Nathan, why would you even think I would be comfortable with you telling the boys about our sex lives" you shout, you've been holding in a lot over the last couple of months and this argument might just be an explosive one.

"Lack of " Nathan mutters.

"Seriously, are you fucking serious, are you that self centred that all you can think about is your dick" you scream at him.

'Im deadly serious, it's been 2 months (Y/N), and it's not even the sex it's just like you don't want to be around me at all' he's getting angry now too as his voice rises more and more.

'Thats right I don't want to be around you that why I left my family and friends for months to come and support you on tour" you reply, your too angry to ever shout at him so you turn away and start unpacking the things you got from the shop.

"Oh yeah, traveling around the world for free must be a huge fucking burden for you" he shouts, you freeze, did he really just say that to you, because that was low even for him.

You can't help the small chuckle that leaves your mouth as you shake you head walking out of Nathan's hotel room with your bag in hand.

Your half way to your room when you hear The door open and close then Nathan shouts your name.

He catches up to you and grabs your hand turning you to face him.

'Your right, I'm here for the free travel Nathan, I've been with you for 2 long fucking years so that I could squish everything I could get out of you' you push his chest and he moves back allowing you time to get into your room.

"I didn't mean to say that (Y/N)" he sighs behind you. "Im just scared, I'm so fucking scared of losing you" you shake you head, whenever you argue he thinks saying he's scared will get him out of anything he says.

"No your not, you don't give a fuck if I leave you, you'd be happy if I left you because then you would be free and wouldn't have any guilt " You shout, packing your suitcase.

" You know that's bull, I love you" He's still angry but you can hear in his voice how hard he is trying to hold it back.

"You can't just say your scared to get our of calling me a user" you moan at him, he nods and moves closer placing his hands on your waist and you move away busying your self with packing again.

"See, you won't even let me touch you, I'm your fucking boyfriend, we are suppose to be in love and even the boys have touched you more in the last couple of months than I have" you look at him and can't bring your self to continue the argument. You take your sanitary-towels from the shopping bag and throw them at him.

He catches them surprised and looks down his eyes widening. "Oh" is all he says.

'Im not on my period' you tell him and he looks up confused "so why did you buy ?"

"Three months ago I took a pregnancy test, it was positive. I didn't want to tell you until like two or three months into the pregnancy so I didn't get your hopes up. But I miss carried last month, so I've been bleeding for a while. That's why we haven't had sex and I couldn't let you touch me because I feel like I failed you. I couldn't carry your baby for more than 2 months" you let out a huge sigh, relieved you have got it off your chest and then you feel how damp your face is and realise you had been crying through out the whole confession.

You had been looking down all this time and you didn't realise how close Nathan was until his fingers touched your face.

Pulling in to meet his tear glazed eyes. "You could have told me, you didn't fail me, I would never have thought that ever, I'm so sorry I've been such a dick" he apologises pulling you into a tight embrace.

"I should have told you" you whisper in his ear as he rubs your back.

He sighs and kisses the side of your head. 'I love you so much and I'm sorry'