I Hate This Part(Zayn Malik)

Chapter 15-Monica

I pace around the bathroom, paranoid as hell. I hate Alex. I don't want to be doing this. If I was doing this, I'd want it to be in a classier place, but she has me paranoid. Alyssa doesn't help with that too. They think that I am pregnant. I seriously doubt that I am. Zayn and I haven't had sex that much and every time we did, we used protection.

Then again, I have been really sick lately. Throwing up and all this other stuff. I don't want to believe that I am and I refused to take a pregnancy test. Alex made me bring one to the gym just in case I changed my mind. I honestly came here to get away from her. But, she knows me too well because here I am waiting for an answer on my test. 

I look over at it again impatiently. That's when I noticed that it has changed. I close my eyes and take a deep breath. I them pick it up and look. I stare in disbelief at it. It has a.....a...positive sign. 

I fall to the floor and grab my knees. I sit there unsure as to of what to do. I am pregnant with Zayn Malik's baby. My friends don't know who my boyfriend is. Hell, we haven't been dating that long. Besides, he's publicly dating another celebrity. I don't want to ruin his career that way. 

Should I tell Zayn? He deserves to know since it is his child. Maybe I shouldn't though. What if he leaves me? I don't want to ruin his career either....I don't know what I should do. I need to tell someone though. I can't keep this to myself. I take a few more deep breaths and stand up. I'm going home. I walk over to the door and open to see a surprise.

"Zayn?" I ask baffled putting my test behind my back. What the hell is he doing here!?!

"Monica?" He asks just as baffled, taking out his headphones. We just stare at each other until he wraps his arms around me. 

"I thought that you weren't going to be doing anything today love," he whispers and I hug him back. I do my best to keep the test hidden. 

"I didn't think that I was going to. I just wanted to get away...," and become more presentable for your fans. That way it can officially just be us. It probably won't happen though. He pulls away from the hug.

"As much as I love and miss you, I need to wee. Stay right here," he says as if I'll disappear. 

"I'm going to go and grab my stuff from the main gym first," I tell him and he nods agreeingly. I walk away and once I know he's no longer looking at me, I run. I hurry to my bag and throw my test in it. I also fumble with my hair a bit too. 

I can't believe that he almost caught me. I'm not doing anything bad, but I was taking a pregnancy test for fucks sake. I don't even know if I'm going to tell him. So much good yet so much bad can come from this. I don't know what to do. I pack all of my things, but make sure that the test is hidden. I stand up and shake myself mentally. Why is he here?

"I can't believe I just found you here," Zayn says scaring the shit out of me. 

"Neither can I. Why're you here anyways?" I ask him as he gives me a kiss. I kiss him back and then pull away so he can answer me. It's just weird. 

"I was trying to surprise you, but you weren't going out today. My plan was kind of ruined," he gives me a crooked smile. Now I feel bad. 

"I'm so sorry I-" I begin, but he cuts me off. 

"It doesn't matter anymore babe. I've still surprised you. We can go hang out now though, yeah?" He asks me and I smile at him. No way am I leaving him now. It's been too long. 

"Course," I tell him. He takes my hand and starts walking towards the door after putting sunglasses on. 

"My place is just across the street," he tells me as we walk outside. The cool chilly hair hits my face. He brings me closer to him and I feel awkward. We're both really sweaty, him more so than I. We cross the street and enter the hotel. We take the elevator up to his room, keeping casual conversation. Finally we enter his room. I go and sit on his bed as he walks towards the bathroom to wash his face.