I Hate This Part(Zayn Malik)

Chapter 9-Monica

I awake in my living room confused. Why am I in my living room? oh yeah. Alex and Kaleb are here. Her dad hit her mom then rounded on her. she is lucky that her brothers are at her aunt’s house. I feel bad but I cant really do anything about it. I cant believe that Kaleb actually came down to comfort her though. It’s kind of a miracle. I’m glad she has someone like him though.

I wish that Zayn could be there for me like that.

I know he cant. He is going to be too busy with tour and stuff. But he doesn’t need to be at the same time. my parents don’t hit me and don’t tell me how unwanted I am all the time. I’m honestly surprised that Alex hasn’t moved in with me yet. Her mom wont let her even though she tries. I don’t understand why if she is so unwanted. I think her mom secretly loves her like she loves her sons but wont do anything about it because this is all she knows from her mom.

I guess what I mean, is that if I was in trouble at any given time I wish that Zayn would be able to come to my rescue for any reason. I would absolutely love that but he cant give me that. I really wish that he could but he cant.  I am willing to take what I can get though because it is Zayn Malik.

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From: Zayn;)

Hey love are we still going to have our date today..? id understand if not

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I look at Alex and Kaleb. She is awake but he isn’t. I don’t believe that she’d mind. She has Kaleb. They’d probably go up to his house today.

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To: Zayn;)

Yes. When?

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I look at the couple and they look so happy. Even with the slight bruising on her face and arms, she looks fine. I admit that she is really strong because she doesn’t cut or talk about suicide. She rarely cries too. I envy her for that.

“Hey Monica, Kaleb’s dad is on his way to take us up to his place. You can come if you’d like?” she offers.

“Nah. I actually wanted to hang out with that guy im dating again today,” I say.

“you’re not boyfriend and girlfriend yet?” she asks me. id like to believe so but shake my head no. she sighs fustrated.

“thanks for letting me over last night. If I don’t stay at Kaleb’s, may I come again tonight?” she asks me. I nod my head as my phone goes off.

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From: Zayn;)

Now. I’m on my way love

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for reals? OMJesus it’s like noon. I immediately jump up and go to my room. I change my outfit into my white shorts, gray tank, and blue shawl. I brush through my hair and pull it up into a pony tail and fix my makeup. I only have top eyeliner and mascara. I put on my glasses and then walk down the hall to my phone. Alex is waking Kaleb up.

“Thanks for letting us crash Monica,” he says as they walk outside. Audie, his dad, must be here.

“mhm buh-bye guys!” I shout.

“Monica, a weird guy in shades is here,” Alex says walking back in confused.

“That’s Z-my man!” I quickly correct myself getting excited.

“For reals? He sexy!” Alex says in a whisper so Kaleb cant hear her. I giggle and blush. If only she truly knew. Alex and I walk outside together and go into our separate cars.