Upside Down in the Middle of Hell [COMPLETED]

More Rumors, More Problems

"Just found out she slept with Mr. Lukasiak! Eeeeeeek!"

I instantly broke out into tears. I could feel the salty tears streaming down my face as I sat down on my bedroom floor, crawling up into a ball as I laid back.

I hugged my knees tightly and tried to move my hair away from my face. I sat there on the carpet, laying on my side, crying, as I stared out my window at the sun starting to set.

I literally didn't know what to do anymore. It felt as though my life had officially ended.

I brushed my fingers against the carpet, feeling the wet stains from my tears.

After what felt like forever, my crying finally stopped. It was now pitch black outside. I got back up to grab my phone from my desk, in hope of finding some amusing video on YouTube to watch.

But of course, the page of Gwen's mean post was still open, so there, the thought reappeared into my head like I had just been shot.

Uh oh.

The tears came back.

I broke out into crying again. I crawled onto my bed, and cried myself to sleep.

Their laughter clogged my head. It was all I heard as I stumbled through the hallways. I was so dizzy. I couldn't feel any emotions, or any part of my body. I felt as though I was going to black out.
I continued to see the many faces surrounding me with evil grins and smirks. All the dirty looks there were.
I could hear their mean words being yelled at me. Finally I dropped to the floor, feeling stiff and not able to move. I tried to slide my hands on the floor, trying to pull myself towards the direction of the school's exit.
Suddenly I felt myself being kicked. I looked up to see Gwen wearing a pink mini skirt and a white crop top, which I could see her bright pink bra through.
She kicked me with her 5 inch high heels. I instantly felt sharp stabs in my back, slamming me into the hall. Instantly blood poured out of my nose. I slowly touched my bloody lips, examining my hands with were covered in blood. 

A hand shaking me viciously caused my eyes to open up. There I saw my brother standing by my bed, stuffing his mouth with a doughnut.

"Lucas what are you doing?" I hissed at him. At the moment I was in the worst mood ever. Thank god that was only a dream.

"Mom sent me to wake you up." He explained with his mouth full.

I rolled over on my bed to look at the clock. 8:30

"Well thanks for waking me up late. School's starting now." I sarcastically said to Lucas.

"You're welcome." He said. Then suddenly his face changed. "Were you crying?"

I reached my hand up onto my cheek, quickly wiping away the tears that were still left.

I shook my head. "No of course not."

He shrugged and just walked out of my room, of course not closing the door. Gah, I hate when people do that.

I got myself out of my bed, stumbling out the door and down the stairs only to see my mom standing in the kitchen drying the dishes.

Her head turned around once she heard my footsteps coming towards her into the kitchen.

"Honey it's already after 8:30. You're late for school." She said, with a soft, calm voice, surprisingly.

"I know mom, I'm sorry. Can't you just call me in late?" I questioned, praying that she would just let me stay home and miss school instead.

"Uh sure." She said, as she reached for her phone and began to call the school.

Well, looks like protecting myself from society today was not the plan.

I went back upstairs to get dressed for school. I really honestly didn't know how to dress. I feel like no matter what I wore, people would just call me a slut, even if it wasn't a slutty outfit.

That basically how society it is.

You can show up to school wearing vans and instantly get called a white girl, or you can show up wearing converse and instantly get called emo. You can fail a test and instantly get called stupid, or you can ace a test and instantly get called a try-hard. Really, there was no way out.

Once I finally reached the school, the hallways were all empty. I headed straight for my locker to get my stuff for next period.

I went through my daily struggle of trying to fit my back pack into my locker. Then I realized that I completely forgot my phone. I began to rummage through my bag, trying to find my phone. I prayed that I hadn't forgotten it.

Suddenly, the bell rang.

The whole school poured out into the hallway, everyone surrounding me. There stood Gwen with an evil smirk on her face. That's when it came to me.

Their laughter clogged my head. It's all I heard as I stumbled through the hallways. I was so dizzy. I couldn't feel any emotions, or any part of my body. I felt as though I was going to black out.

I continued to see the many faces surrounding me with evil grins and smirks. All the dirty looks there were.
I could hear their mean words being yelled at me. Finally I dropped to the floor, feeling stiff and not able to move. I tried to slide my hands on the floor, trying to pull myself towards the direction of the school's exit.

Suddenly I felt myself being kicked. I looked up to see Gwen wearing a pink mini skirt and a white crop top, which I could see her bright pink bra through.
She kicked me with her 5 inch high heels. I instantly felt sharp stabs in my back, slamming me into the hall.

Instantly blood poured out of my nose. I slowly touched my bloody lips, examining my hands which were covered in blood.

I instantly blacked out.