the undying love

The story for the centuries.

So this is my first book and please forgive me for typos and misspellings and all that. Hope you enjoy!

The undying love.

Dean slowly sat up after realizing that he made love to Sam. Looking dazed and confused, Sam wakes up and turns to see Dean crying. "Why are you crying, babe?"
Dean only knew what this felt like during a hookup and never had such attraction. "I'm fine Sammy, it's I haven't just I never loved anyone like you for a long time." Sammy only replied with a long, passionate, deep kiss because Sam knew what that felt. It was years after Jessica's death and Sam finally found love again. He wanted every day to be like this for the rest of his life. Dean then decided to get up, get dressed and head out to get groceries and some other stuff for the bunker. Sam went back to sleep, dreaming of what he could make with what he has had over the course of the last few months. Sam then dozed off, dreaming of the first time he and Dean made love. Dean crushed his lips against Sam's. He ran his tongue over his lip, trying to give Sam the hint to open them. After a few seconds, Sam finally parted his lips and moaned into Dean's mouth when Dean started swirling his tongue around in his mouth. It was the best feeling in the world, and it was just a kiss. Dean kissing him felt so amazing. Dean was grinding slowly against Sam. Sam was grinding against Dean really hard. Dean pulled out of the kiss. He looked into Sam's eyes and ran his finger slowly across his cheek. That's how it started. Just with a makeout session. Dean then flipped Sam over and began to grind more on Sammy's ass making Sam moan like crazy and wishing that this would never end. Dean slowly kissed Sam's back all the way up to his neck and whispered "how badly do you want it, baby boy?" Sam's head then began to nod vigorously with a sexy moan "really bad, really bad Dean."
Dean then got up and pulled down Sam's pants, stunned, not from the size of his dick, but because this is it. His first passionate sex, not like any other time. He continued to lean and take Sam's dick in one go, deepthroating it with ease making Sam let out a huge moan.

Sam then wakes up to Ellen and Jo shaking him. "Where is Dean at?" asked Ellen very curiously. " He went to the store, he should be back soon." Ellen then sat on the edge of the bed and asked him everything was okay. "You and Dean definitely seem tense," Jo said. "It's like you guys did something you totally regret."
Sam then thinking back on his dream and now really wishing he hadn't done those things. "Well, when he gets here, have him call me, please?"
Ellen said in a worried voice. "Sure thing, see you guys later."
He replied. Dean comes back to Sam later that night being an emotional wreck. "what's wrong baby?"
Dean asked worriedly. "it's just what we've been doing is so wrong." Sam said, choking and crying harder saying those things to the only guy he ever loved so deeply. " But it feels right, right?" Dean replied. Sam nodded his head yes, but only because he loved Dean. He would do anything for them to be together. Dean grinned and kissed him.
"I just feel like if we were caught no one would see us ever again."
that's when Ellen said, "don't worry about that any more boys."

Sam and Dean who were both speechless sat there red-faced and that's just when Ellen broke the silence. "Your secret is safe with me boys, just make sure the security here is better or it won't be."
Sam and Dean both let out a sigh of relief for that they really don't have to fear and feel like that their love is completely forbidden. They always wanted their love to open and free just like anyone else. Ellen continued, "but at some point, you're going to have to tell the rest the truth."

So later that night, Sam, Dean, Ellen, Bobby, Jo, Charlie, Kevin, and Benny all sat down as Sam and Dean explained to them how they felt about each other. Jo was smiling and couldn't stop because she saw how happy they were.

 Charlie said, "you guys deserve happiness, don't let anyone tell you differently." 

Kevin nodded in agreement with Charlie. Benny could care less out of all of them. Bobby was just crying while Ellen was rubbing his shoulder and whispered stuff in his ear just soft enough for him to hear. Ellen broke the awkward silence again "you boys rest up, let's get going guys."
After they all leave, Sam breaks down in Dean's arms, Dean comforting him and kissing him gently on the head, trying to convince Sam they did the right thing. " Dean?" Sam said softly while still trying to hold back tears, "
yes, Sammy?"
dean replies sweetly as ever. "Can we go on a drive, I really need to get away from here for a while."
Dean nodded yes and got into the impala.