the undying love

remembering is the key.

Authors note.
This book will revolve more about wincest, later on, right now this is the twist to the story.

Over a year later, Meg's memory was so clear now. Realizing that she has to do something soon, she turns to the last person that she'd expect to go to. Crowley. "Listen up you smarmy dick, times haven't changed about how we hate each other and I just need a favor." 

Crowley looked over at her surprised that she had that much audacity to say that. "Listen, darling, I would love to help, but hell needs me."

 Meg rolled her eyes and walked away, she wasn't about to make a deal with the person she'd rather drive an angel blade through. Meg then turns to Rowena, even after the things that happened to her. "If you can, make my mind clearer." Meg said adding on with, "besides if you don't I do know how to do away ugly witches like you." 

Rowena then raised her eyebrow and fluffed her large red hair and flat out told her. "Listen whatever cleared your memory is much stronger than what I am, and I refuse to undo what's left of my work." Meg walked away too, running out people to turn to, she went to Dean and confronted him herself.

She drove up to the bunker and found Sam standing outside smoking a cigarette. "Listen you moose, I know what Dean did to Corinne and my memory is back so where is the man?" she said in a really angry tone. Sam took one last puff on his cigarette and then put it out, "Deans out of town, he's trying to find to reverse this powerful spell." Sam said it without stuttering. Meg then turned around and got back in the car and drove until she got tired. "It's tiring having to think about my last moments with Corinne, it shouldn't have been me with her last breath, should have been Cas." she thought. She was trying to call Castiel, "Damn it Cas answer it!" she cried into the phone. When that failed, she drove to his place. She just walked in, no knock, no nothing. "What the hell are you doing here Meg??" Cas asked so confusedly. "I know what happened to your wife, I remember," she said quietly

Cas looked over at her shocked. "I thought you always remembered?" he said all confused like she was just trying to hurt him again. "Dean killed her, there's an underground tunnel that leads to a torture room where I found her, she was barely alive and I'm surprised she could still talk, she was bleeding everywhere, head to toe stabs wounds and burn marks everywhere, I'll show you where if you don't believe me," 

she said still super quiet. Cas let her take him to the capture spot, there they walked a tunnel path and there was the chair she was in, and they saw Dean there. "Trust me Cas, the last thing we want to do is smite him here, I know how much you want to, but it's not worth it." Cas looked at her with tears in his and he walked away before he got too out of control and did something he would regret.

Meg stayed though. She was going to confront him for what he did. She walked down that hall slowly, remembering it all, she knew this was suicide but this was also her best friend that was killed. "You filthy man, wiped my memory and did this just so you can get away with murder, you didn't think I'd remember huh?" she said this in a way that made Dean startle. "How, how did you get in!?" he said nearly scared. Meg eyeballs him, then she eyeballs the last place Corinne was at. "oh how I wish I could reverse that" she thought. "Look here you smarmy dick, I'll gut you like a fish if you don't tell Cas the truth, you will or I'll kidnap that bitch Rowena and torture her til she spills some truth." and Dean did exactly what she said, he called Cas and asked if he could come over. He of course said yes, but it was strained because of the truth coming out.

So later that evening, Dean and Meg drove to Cas's house. Meg kept quiet, Dean was trying to make small talk but it wasn't gonna happen. He eventually gave up and that's when they pulled up. Cass stood outside, smoking a cigarette, and immediately put it out. "Hey!" Meg yelled, "I thought you gave up that habit like last month?" he rolled his eyes and immediately had a clap back, "I thought you gave up that whore meat suit last month?" 

Which caused him to get a dirty look. Dean who looked down at his shoes told Cass everything. "You're lucky I just don't kill you, she was my life and by destroying her, you destroyed me!" he protested. Dean then apologized once more then left. Dean would never talk to Cass again. "I see you look happier now that you know the truth?" she remarked. Cass smiled and said, "I'm more at ease knowing she fought her way, even if she ended up losing, she didn't lose hope."

Later that night Dean and Sam made love, not too rough. It was gentle. Sam was happy Dean started to be himself again. Dean of course didn't feel the same. He killed people. Corinne, and Dylan. Sam eventually just calmed it down to making out, making Dean edge and get super horny but he got over it. Dean eventually leaned over to Sam and whispered "I love you so much baby, please don't leave me." Sam took a moment to let that sink in "Dean really thinks I might leave him over a few big mistakes?" he thought. Sam then looked into his emerald eyes and said "I will never leave you, baby, no matter what, I love you too much to leave you, I can't stand the of you not next to me." They both fell asleep, Sam on Dean, hand in hand.

Dean woke up and gently pushed Sam off. Dean's mouth was dry and his lips cracked from all the kissing. Dean looked himself in the mirror. "I'm such a sick freak and I'm going to hell for sure, again," he said to himself. Sam then woke up, seeing that the bathroom light was on he went in there and wrapped his arms around him. And that's when it took them on a flashback. It was a cold, dark night and it was the first time Sam realized he loved Dean, more than a brother. "Hey, uh, Dean can I tell you something?" Sam said all confused and scared. Dean heard the nervousness in his voice and said, "yeah what's up?" "Oh shit, he thought this would easier," he mumbled to himself. "Ummm I like you Dean more than a brother like I love you." Dean who had just finished stepping outside to smoke came back inside with a lit cigarette in his mouth. "What did you just say, Sammy?" Dean said letting his cigarette dangling from his mouth. "Um, nothing!" Sam yelled, ran back to his room. Dean chased after him and told him it was okay. "Dean's mouth so close to kissing, could I? Should I?" Sam thought." 

Sam leaned forward fast and kissed him, but got smoke as well, which he exhaled fast. Sam then ran as far he could downstairs and Dean ran out after him too. Dean caught Sam and threw him to the wall. "Sam, it's okay, I love you like that too, come here and lean in and I'll show you a real kiss baby boy." Sam who was super nervous and super excited couldn't decide what he wanted at this point. "Dean can I go to bed now, I'm tired." Sam pleased. Dean's response was smoke blown in his face. "Aw, come on baby we just started!" Dean was hoping he would let him go but Dean wasn't gonna give up so easily. "Dean, I'm sorry I even did it ple-." Dean cut him off by kissing him hard, and that's when their tongues met. Sam's eyes opened wider than ever before. Dean then lifted Sam up and continued to make out with him. Before they both knew it they were up the stairs and on the bed. "Dean, please lemme breath for a second," Sam said with a laugh. Dean looked him in the eyes, his baby brother's beautiful hazel eyes that drove him crazy, and said "for ten seconds baby then I'm diving back in!" Sam quickly got his breath back, and before he knew it Dean's lips were meeting his again. It was all amazing for Sam, he finally got to be himself. Dean was happy because he finally got what he had longed for, that was his baby brother turning into his baby.
"Dean?" Sam said.
"Yes, baby?" Dean replied breathlessly.
"Do you believe in true love, because I'm afraid I'm not your true love?"
Dean then kissed him again. "Baby, you're all the love I need, and all I've ever wanted."
They both fell asleep, naked and filled with lust.

"Do you remember that baby?" Sam asked.
"How couldn't I remember that," Dean said slowly.