I'm tired of feeling the same
I want to be reckless and wild
But it's not like they'll ever allow me to complain
For all anyone ever sees is a hopeless and desperate child
Desperate to break away and rebel
To act dirty and not worry about the nights mistakes
To run the city with fire in hand, causing hell
Or to find a boy and forget my previous heartbreak
Feeling the need to light up and get high
To tip a few bottles back and feel dizzy with new friends
New friends that don't always have to know when or why
And maybe get pulled over by the lights and threatened to suspend
Get hit, just to know I can feel such pain
Maybe run away in the middle of the night and leave the doors unlocked
Lose my common sense and no longer feel sane
I'm tired of living such a black and gray life
While the lights of freedom are just ahead
To fall under the sly tricks of a girl with a knife
Without the promise of scandal and adventure, I'd rather be dead
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Meeting new and older friends who are edgy and know how to party > My life right now
-TaylorMarie
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The Things I Notice
PoetryAnother installment to my poem book series. Read and enjoy