Desire of the Heart (A student/teacher romance) [REWRITING]

Chapter Eleven.

Third one of the night, I might attempt a forth or I might be a major lightweight and go to bed and do it in the morning. Anyway, emotional chapter. Almost made me cry. Almost. 

Anyway I hope you enjoy.

Lots and lots of Love

Lacey xoxox

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Chapter Twelve- Ryans POV

I opened the door to my apartment and listened hard. I couldn't hear her but the note was gone so I entered as quietly as I could. The note was placed on the kitchen counter. The door to my bedroom was slightly ajar so I knew she was in there.  

I opened the door to the biggest suprise of my life. Mollie was lying on my bed wearinging nothing but her underwear. I didn't want to go that far with her this early, don't get me wrong, she's totally hot but I love her too much to get so physical this early. Yeah your read correctly. I love Mollie Hernandez.

"Mollie, don't you think it's too early too get this physical?" I spoke gently. 

"You obviously don't think that." She said accusingly, confusing me. "What?" I questioned. She lifted her hand up from behind her back to show me a box of condoms. My box of condoms. And then mollie really started. "Do you think I'm easy? That I'll sleep with you on command? That I'm some little whore to please you. Am I just another student that you fuck on the sly? Why do I even love you?" My heart leapt at that. She loves me.  

"Mollie, there are no others just you. I don't think your easy, or that you'll sleep with mr on command and you are definatly not a whore. To me you could bever ever be just another student. You are the kindest, sweetest, funniest, nicest, trustworthy, loyal, amazing, smart, beautiful woman I have ever met. And I would literally die if you left me, I love you more than I ever thought I could love." I spoke from my heart telling her the honest truth about my feelings. I looked over to her and saw that she was crying. "Honey what's wrong?" I asked her softly, cradling her half naked body in my arms as she sobbed into my shirt. "Have you ever wondered why I left America to go to school in England and why I can't go home alone?" She looked into my eyes as I nodded slowly and bent my head to kiss her hair. "I was out one night, jogging through a nearby park, and it was dark but I had stubbonly come out because I hadn't had time to run that day. There were no lights in the park, but the moon was shining brightly and nobody was around. I ran around trying to find the exit but I ran straight into a strangers chest. I told him I was lost and he promised to take me to the exit but instead he lead me to a long deserted picnic site. He pushed me down roughly and called his friends over. They touched me and called me an easy whore, ripping my clothes and sucking on my chest. I pushed them away but they just got more violent and more angry. The leader, the one I ran into forced his manhood into my mouth but I bit it and he slapped me, calling me a dirty little cunt. I tried to run away, but one of them had a knife and..." she lowered her panties a fraction to show me a long scar along her mound. "They stabbed you?" She shook her head.  

"It grazed the skin, but I managed to get away after that. And no, they didn't take my virginity." My grip tighten on her just the same. That bastard put his cock in her mouth and if I ever meet him I will beat the crap out of him. "Mollie, the condoms were just a precaution I promise. I would never try anything like that, they are just in case. I don't expect you to do anything like that so early in the relationship. I hope you know that I respect you too much to ever do that to you." she nodded, kissing me gently. "I'm sorry for saying all that stuff about fucking other people. I know you aren't like that. And yes, I do love you." 

"I love you too sweetie." I smiled into her hair. "I think you need to get ready though, your dinner is shortly." I smiled weakly, not wanting her to go.