Desire of the Heart (A student/teacher romance) [REWRITING]

Chapter Twenty Five.

Chapter Twenty Six

“Moll? Mollie?!” I hear Ryan from the other side of the door. “Baby, let me in. Come on doll.”

I unlock the door and walk out holding the tests, three of which are positive, and three are negative. “What does that mean then?” Dylan asked confused.

“I need a drink.” I announced.

“Doll, I don’t think that would be a good idea, just incase.” He bit his lip worriedly.

“Look, one drink won’t hurt.” I snapped, and dragged Tess off with me to find the nearest bar. “What happened to me?” I asked, tears streaming down my face.  “Five minutes ago I wanted a baby, and now I don’t know, I’m being a moody cow.”

“Mollie, it’s ok, have a drink, calm yourself down. We can go and get some Ben and Jerry’s if you want, or vodka, or go to aroma.” She smiled, wiping away the tears.

“Its horrible, but I feel like if I have a baby, I’m stuck with Ryan forever. I love him, but what if I change my mind, or he does?”

I hear a cough behind me, and sure enough, Ryan is standing there, looking like his entire world just fell apart. “You don’t have to worry about getting stuck with me then Mollie. I don’t want to be the pain in your arse that you regret in ten years.” And with that he turns and walks away from me. And I can’t help but to break down on the pavement and cry, until there are no tears left and all I can feel is a numb emptiness.

A shadow stands over me, and I see Dylan, and Tess has disappeared, and I’m not sure when she left, or what time it is now, but it is getting late, and the sky is beginning to get dark. My only guess is that I have been sitting here all day crying.

Dylan lifts me up, and cradles me in his arms, like a broken doll. I lean into him, he’s warm, comforting. He carries me too a waiting taxi, and we are transported back to school. I feel him gently kissing my hair, his lips grazing my forehead. I lift my head, so my lips meet his. The kiss, at first is gentle, but soon becomes desperate.

I moan and straddle him. The taxi pulls up to school, and Dylan pays the man, and helps me out the cab. He picks me up bridal style, and carries me up the stairs all the way to his room. We find it empty, because Harvey is with Tess, and Freddie is probably with some girl in the year below. I find myself lying on the bottom bunk of a bed, and I shiver because without Dylan’s body heat, I’m freezing.

“Baby doll, don’t shiver Dylan with warm you up.” He laughed, lying down next to me, pressing his body on mine to keep me warm. I looked up and put my lips on his, kissing him with frantic desperation. When my lips were on his, I forgot about Ryan, but it wasn’t the usual fire works I felt, it was comforting, but not exciting.

I ran my hands down his stomach slowly, and then reached for his belt, and started to undo it. When I had finished with that, I started on his fly. I reached my hand down, and stroked the head of his cock. He moaned breaking the kiss, then looked at me. “Mollie, are you sure you want to do this?” I nodded, staring straight back into his eyes. I leant back in and continued the kiss, feeling his hands freely roam my body. I pulled off my top as quickly as possible, and felt his hands undo my bra. My breasts fell into his cupped hands, and I worked on taking his shirt off. Soon, we were naked, our bodies entwined, as he hovered over me, and then entered me, very slowly and gently, and I could see in his eyes, the sadness because he couldn’t love me as anything more than a friend.

When we had finished, he put my underwear back on me, and pulled a blanket over my drowsy body. I heard him pull his boxers back on, and felt his body heat, as he climbed in next to me, and I fell asleep.