It Started With A Dance (Dylan O'Brien Fanfic)

Chapter 48

Dylan's POV ~
The girls split up from me an Kaden to go do there own things. Kaden ran into some old friends so he introduced me and we talked for a while. All i was thinking about was Raelynn though. Then i was thinking about what she said, but i dont think anything will happen.

Raelynn's POV ~
We ditched the guys so all us girls could hang and talk. Aubrey brought up the whole thing with me and Dylan so thats what we were talking about.

"So you didnt say anything because....?" Aubrey said.

"Because we just started making out and one thing led to the next and then i realized. But i didnt want to be like no stop and go put one on after he was already.... In me" i whispered the last part. "Besides not to gross you out but if felt.... Amazing. We never had not used one until last night. One broke once but we stopped we we realized..."

"Are you really that worried Rae?" Corinne asked.

"Well yeah... I mean not about like getting anything from him but.... I mean, what if i got pre-" Aubrey cut me off.

"Thats what your freaking out about? That you might get pregnant from last night? It was one time i think you'll be fine." Aubrey said.

"I dont really agree with that statement Aubrey" i said

"Yeah, one time with no protection at the, well 'Right time' could get you pregnant thats all it takes..." Corinne said.

"Your right Corinne but i still think she will be okay. I think as of right now you shouldnt freak. Dont put your self in the mindset that you are because you dont know, and wont know for a couple weeks..." Aubrey said

"Yeah i guess your both right... I just hope not, not yet anyway." I said, we had been on line for the ferris wheel and it was finally our turn. We walked into the cart an sat down and the lady close the door.

"Have a great ride" she said with a smile and then pushed the lever for the ride to start.

"What if i am though?" I asked.

"Dont you 'What if' you dont know and what are you so worried about?" Aubrey said

"Humm... I dont know, the fact that i would be pregnant during my senior year and miss mostly everything! And... Well never mind about the other thing." I said

"What something about Dylan?" Corinne asked, and i shook my head. "I dont think he would leave you, if thats what your thinking. Did you say anything to him at all?"

"Yes." I said

"Okay Dylan is crazy for you Rae he would never leave you because of that he knows it would only have happened because of him" Aubrey said

"Yeah i would just relax i think you two will be together forever!" Corinne said.

"Thanks guys! I love ya" we all hugged.

Kaden's POV ~
So i got a text from my mom saying if we wanted to see the old house we could on the way home. I wanted to go but i was only gonna go if Rae wanted to go. I didnt want to make her mad or upset by just going so im gonna ask her. Around 9 we met back up with the girls and i pulled Rae to the side to talk to her.

"Do you want to go see the old house?" I asked

"Yes" she answered quickly

"Your sure?" I asked

"Yes Kaden! Can we go inside...?" She asked

"I think soo if there is an extra key somewhere"

"Okay come on lets go!"

Raelynn's POV ~
I cant believe im gonna get to see the house i grew up in! Im soo excited, we said our byes to Corinne and the. Got in the car and drove 5 minutes down the street to our old house.

When we pulled up i was so excited, i probably look like a 5 year old on christmas! Haha, everything looked the same and then i thought back on the conversation Dylan and i had back at the park he took me too. I smiled and then Dylan grabbed my hand and the 4 of us walked up to the house. I grabbed the key from inside the base of the flower pot where it always was and opened the door. We all walked in, i felt like i had gone in a time machine. Everything was the same, the pictures the furniture.... Just everything. I felt weird but good to be home. Yes HOME! This is my 'Home' and to me it always will be. We walked upstairs and Kaden and Aubrey went to see his old room and Dylan came with me to see mine.

It had been almost 6 years since ive been in this room. I grabbed the door knob and the memory of the last time i closed it came to mind. I closed my eyes and felt a tear rub down my cheek. I inhaled and Dylan wiped the tear away and i opened the door. I walked in and nothing had been move i could tell. It was the exact way i left it 6 years ago. The bare light purple walls, my old desk and dressers. The worse thing in the room that was still there was my bed.... It was still made the way i felt it that morning when i went to school that day. I looked at it and thought about the last night i had slept in that bed and i couldnt hold back my tears. I was 11... I looked at Dylan and he pulled my into a hug. I cried hysterically into his shirt and he rubbed my back. My sadness quickly turned into anger which had been happening a lot lately. I let go of Dylan and wiped my face, he kissed my forehead.

"I'll be right back" i said and then left him standing there in my room. I went down into the kitchen and grabbed one of the knives from the block and went back upstairs. I almost had full closure with everything but i had to do one more thing before i think i could really have full closure. I walked back into the room and Dylan looked at my with a very worried face. I dont blame him he didnt know why i had the knife.

"Raelynn. What are you doing?!?!" Dylan asked.

I walked passed him over to the bed, i just looked at him with hurt in my eyes and i think he understood. Not at first though maybe he thought i was gonna hurt myself but i wasnt. I ripped the blanket and pillows off the bed and started stabbing the mattress. I'll be honest it was a good anger release. I cut and stabbed the bed over and over and over again. All i could think about was the things that happened in here. I wanted it gone from my life. The more i got upset the angrier i got and the hard i ripped the bed apart. I started to lose my anger and it was going back to sadness i was now screaming and crying. Dylan had just been standing there with hurt in his eyes, like he was hurting for me. He saw i was losing control. He ran over and yelled on the way. "RAE! RAE! RELAX ITS OKAY! EVERYTHINGS GONNA BE OKAY!" I dropped the knife and fell to my knees hysterically crying.
Dylan wrapped me tightly in his arms and was rocking me back and forth trying to calm me down.

"Shhhhh Raebug its okay, your okay, i promise nothing like that will ever happen again" Dylan whispered in my ear.

I hear footsteps come running down the hallway. I figure it was Kaden and Aubrey coming to figure out what was going on.

"IS EVERYONE OKAY?" Kaden yelled as he came in the room. I saw him stop in the doorway and look at the mess of my room. He came over and picked me up out of Dylan's arms. Brothers win jurisdiction over a boyfriend any day. Kaden brought me to the living room and put me on the couch. He told me to stay here and calm down while they cleaned in my room. I fell asleep on the couch.

Dylan's POV ~
All 3 of us we cleaning up the stuff from the mattress. No one questioned why i didnt stop her we all know she had to and it was okay. It took about 45minutes to get everything cleaned up. We brought all the bags out to the crib and then i went back in to get Rae. She was sleeping on the couch where Kaden put her. I shook her awake, she opened her eyes and yawned.

"How do you feel?" I asked

"Better i guess" she said

"Good, come on its a long drive home" i said, Rae got up and we walked out together. She locked the door and smiled at me. We just stood on the porch while Kaden and Aubrey got in the car.

"You know what i always wanted when i was little?" She said

"No what Rae?" I asked

"That i would someday have a goodnight kiss on this porch." She smiled

"Well we can make that happen" i said back and kissed her passionately. She kissed back i could tell she was smiling which made me smile. I guess we were kissing longer then we thought because Kaden beeped the horn. Rae and i both laughed, smile pecked my lips one more time an then grabbed my hand and pulled me to the car. I sat in the back with Raelynn on the way home. We both fell asleep on each other, i mean it was a 6 hour drive home.

~Skipping to August 25th;)~

Raelynn's POV ~
Tomorrow's Dylan's 18th birthday! I cant believe that we are going to be seniors in 2 weeks! The summers been pretty much the same. Hanging out with Dylan, Aubrey and my brother. I have hung out more with Corinne though so thats good.

I have a really good surprise for Dylan's birthday! I packed an outfit for tomorrow and went over to Dylan's i picked out his outfit so that he was comfortable for what we were doing. For breakfast im just gonna make something for us at his place. Then were gonna take the train to the city. Hangout and have fun in the city but the best part was the end of the day. I got us tickets to go see a Mets game! I think he's gonna have a lot of fun! But there is one problem.... Ever since that one time we, ya know. I havent had a period, all i want to eat are pickles, and (girl problem hah) my boobs are killing me. Soo like i dont know if i should take a test and talk to Dylan or not. Because if i am..... Pregnant then umm i dont think i should be having sex. Maybe i'll just talk to him about it and see what he thinks.




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Wow... That was a lot in one chapter! Haha what do you guys think?!?! xD more soooon haha. Do you guys think she'll talk to Dylan? Or not do anything till after? Or just test on her own? ☺ Krissy