I was back where it all started. Except this time, I was different. When I first came here, life was sweet. I had lived in Arizona all my life until I have come here. My aspiration in life was to have a great job and to be smart. I find it weird that was only four years ago and now I stand here as a crazy women who only goes out at night.
Joker and I are tense. We were both in the running for claiming Gotham and we were willing to do anything to win. I'd killed everyone who disrespected me and now, I have my own henchmen. It was really fun to be able to tell a group of guys that they had to protect me and fight with me or else they would be killed. Joker was pissed beyond belief. There's no doubt that seeing me work with other men would make him livid. I still had his tattoos showing all over my body yet, I made it seem as if I wasn't his as they all said. I've taken over some of his robberies and he did the same to me.
Sometimes we would leave each other with a flash of a smile or a kiss on the cheek. It's been like this for only two weeks. People feared us being around each other more than us being apart. It's almost like a battle of the alphas when we got near each other. I've lost the man I love and now I've got to do whatever I've got to do to ease my craze. The streets would fear us. The King and Queen were against each other. There was now two Jokers. This is war and I'll go through it without failure.
One of my henchmen, Daniel, came to me and showed me some footage of Joker at a bank earlier that day. He was crazy and stealing money, shooting everyone around him. Nothing that he hadn't done before.
"Okay now why are you showing me this?" My hand pushed the computer away and then he cleared his throat and pointed at the footage. I'd look at it and Joker blew a kiss to the camera. The news lady came back to the screen and was smiling.
"Joker is surely a scary man and his Queen is on the loose. Do you watch these, Maya? Cause I don't think he was blowing a kiss at me." The lady laughed and I yelled in anger. The computer was flipped out of Daniels hand and once it landed on the floor. I took my gun out and started shooting at it until I run out of bullets. My henchmen all looked at me and I put a strand of hair behind my ear.
Without telling them, I went upstairs. Does he think that he can be all flirtatious on screen? That makes me look weak and makes people think that I'd come crawling to him like a dumb bitch. I threw my suit on and then went downstairs to the boys who were all confused to my sudden aggressive behavior.
I went to the closet that has all the weapons I could possibly use or just want at some point. It didn't take too long for me to think about what I would use. Smoke bombs, throwing knifes, hand guns, and a tranquilizer. Not everyone died because I did want to have some people left to remember me. That's part of Jokers problem. He just wants to kill everyone without thinking. I was different because I wanted to be in people's lives forever. They will know who I am and I will go down without oblivion.
We piled into a van, on our way to a jewelry store. One of my henchmen had brought a camera. Perhaps I could send Joker a message too.
It was dark outside and I used an eyepiece through the window of the van to make sure I knew my surroundings of the building before going in. Once I felt as though it was good to go in, I got out of the van. Some people in the street noticed me and I put my finger to my lips and smiled, shushing them. I laughed then kicked open the door of the store. Everyone got down and one person got out their phone.
Shaking my head, I shot the man. The man started screaming and it only made me angrier. "Would you shut up! You act like you were shot or something." People were all scared and the clerk I went to got scared. My face lit up at the sight of the rings. No matter how crazy I was, I really loved the thought of marrying Joker.
Without hesitation, I placed a ring on my finger and flashed it at my henchmen. "Doesn't this one look nice boys! What do you think?" I asked as my body turned to the lady. She didn't answer me and I rolled my eyes. "You don't like it do you? Pick me out one that would look great with my outfit while I go steal some other stuff." A weak nod was all I got before looking around. Most of the jewelry was boring but I could sell them for a higher price than what they're worth. I got a couple watches and some necklaces and then went around to everyone, placing a kiss on their forehead. My lipstick caused them to have a mark and I smiled. Joker can blow kisses all he wants but I could always do it better.
Before we left, I went to the lady. She had picked out a ring for me that I loved and I gave her the last kiss before leaving, setting off a smoke bomb so they didn't know which exit I went through. It didn't seem to matter all that much when a cop car found us.
"Please go! I don't want to cause any trouble!" My voice yelled loud over the cars engines. The cop in the passenger seat laughed a little then said something to his friend before they sped up. This made me angry and I pulled out a gun, telling the boys to go faster. My aim needed some working on because it took a second to get the wheels and finally, we watched the cop car flip and go up into flames.
When we got to the warehouse, I watched the video. It was great and I went to another one of my computers that weren't shot, posting it online. This was my statement to Joker. He was not going to make me look like a silly girl who's head over heels for him. Even if I am. This was my kiss back to him. A sign of dominance and higher authority.
Oh, and I knew it would make him angry to see me kissing other people.
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So, today was the first day of school and I honestly loved it.
My teachers all seem great and my classes look like so much fun.
I'm in the chamber choir, the top choir at my school, and the teacher gave us little cups that said "WHS CHOIR!" It was super cute. We get fitting for dresses tomorrow to wear at competitions and concerts and public performances and I cannot wait. The dresses are so pretty
One day, I'll post a pic of me in it so you can see.
Je T'aime!!!!
