A Love That Leaves You Breathless (Brusnop)

White Line Feaver

         ****After Their Show****

~~~~~~~Danny's POV~~~~~~~~~

"Ugh, I'm tired as fuck" James said as he threw himself onto the couch.

"Yeah... me to I'm going to go to sleep guys.." sam said

"I think I'll go to sleep to" Ben said looking at me and winking.

"Annnnnnd I will as well" I replied

"Ahhh what? Come one Danny stay up with me! We can get fucking hammered and raise some hell!!" James yelled

"Uhh, sorry mate I'm really tired. Maybe Tomarrow though!" I told him

"Oh uhh, yeah... alright mate" James said giving me a puzled look and got up  going to his bunk.

As soon as I got in my bunk Ben crawled on top of me doing the best he could to take control in that tight space

"Well someones a little eager" I said with a chuckle

"Seeing you jump around on stage drives me fucking nuts" he moaned in my ear

Ben pulled off my shirt and started pulling off my pants, kissing my neck.

I practically ripped off his shirt and his pants before he spoke "hehe well I'm not the only eager one am I?"

He got my pants the rest of the way off and I kissed him roughly. He kept kissing me and palming me through my boxers making my boner even more noticable. I bit down on his lips and made him let out a little moan. Then Ben ripped down my boxers and I pulled and pushed down his. "Are you ready?" He asked while lining himself up and putting my legs up on his shoulders

"Y-yes" I panted

Then Ben pushed into me fast and hard

"Holy fuck!!" I yelled out cringing at the pain.

"Oh, sorry danny..." ben said kissing me lightly on the lips

He paused for a moment leting me relax a little, then he pushed into me again a little slower and softer. After a couple thrusts I re-adjusted to his rather large size and he pushed into me harder. I moved forward grabbing my cock stroking it and matching his pace. After a few more thrusts Ben pushed my hand away and started stroking me hard and fast. Ben thrust deeper into me making me scream out his name as he hit my prostate. I came all over his hand and my chest. Ben stroked me a few more times but then put his hand back on my thigh thrusting his hips harder into me. I started to bite and suck on his neck and then he came inside me moaning my name. He thrust into me one last time and then pulled out cuddling close to me.

"Ben...?" I asked cautiously

"Yes, Danny?" He replied

"Can we tell people about us... I mean just a couple..." I asked him

"What the fuck?... no Danny. I-I mean seriously? Do you really think I love you? Do you really think I'm gay? I mean lets face it Danny... your just another fuck, another cunt to use and throw away" his voice broke on the end and he looked away from me

I started sobbing.... I slowly let Bens words take effect on me. I moved away from him and dried my tears.

"Is that the truth Ben?"

"W- well... yes Danny." He said not even looking me in the eyes

I pulled on my boxers jumping out of my bunk and walking to James's

"Get the fuck up! Now!" I said my voice cracking

"Why?" He asked

"Because I dont want to remember this night tommarow." I replied

James nodded and got up grabbing a bottle of vodka and some shot glasses. He poured me a shot and I downed it in less than two seconds loving to burn as it slid down my throat. We did this for about a hour just getting completly fucking wasted and watching T.V. and laughing at things that arent even funny.

"Hey uhhh danny?" He paused and took something out of his back pocket " how would you like to take this party a little further?" He said holding up the cocaine in his hand.

Every one of my instincts told me to say no. To talk to ben in the morning to go to sleep.... but I ignored everyone of them and before I could stop myself I replied "yes"

James poured the contents of the bag out on the table making four differnt lines. Next he took out a bill and rolled it up.

"Who first?" James asked and yet again my mind was working faster then my mouth as I spit out "me"

I grabbed the bill from james putting it against my nose and above the white line in front of me. And before I knew it. My nose was stinging and my eyes were burning.

"Its been a while" I said

"It's been too long" james replied

James did his own lines and I did another then we sat back and let it take effect.

"Oh and here Danny" James said handing me a bag with a syringe and some heroin in it.

"Hey, thanks mate" I said putting it in my back pocket

"No proublem"he said

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