A Love That Leaves You Breathless (Brusnop)

Simple Words Of Nothingness

"ALRIGHT EVERYONE!! THANK YOU SO FUCKIN' MUCH! YOU ARE ALL AMAZING AND THIS WAS A FUCKING FABULOUS WAY START TO A TOUR! NOW GIVE IT UP FOR A NEW BAND WITH MORE THEN A FEW FAMILIAR FACES! THEY ARE CALLED DANNY'S GLORY! NOW YOU GUYS TREAT THEM LIKE FAMILY, CAUSE THEY PRACTICALLY ARE!" Austin screamed into the micrphone, winking at us before him and the rest of OM&M walked off stage

"Good luck man!" Austin told me

"Thanks!" I said back and walked out on stage with my guitar and took my place in the front of the Mic. I looked into those blinding lights that were some what comforting and gathered what strength I had to settle my nerves.

"Ello everyone!! We are Danny's Glory and this is going to be our first time without playing with our dearest friend Danny. Now I really hope you guys like what we have for you! Oh! And we have a single coming out in a week which we'll play for you all tonight! And an album coming out in a couple months!Now this song is called Sorry For My Loss!" I yelled playing the chords I needed to start the song, Cam's fingering taking over the lead and putting the song together and Sam and James started playing making the song as beautiful as it should be.

--------After the show--------

"You guys did amazing! I swear they loved you more then us!" Austin chuckled puting his arms around my shoulders.

"Lets be honest here, mate. They always have" I winked at him.

"Oh you're terribal" he said slapping my arm

"So what do you say to a party to celebrate a new tour with these fuckers and there new band?!" Tino from OM&M yelled

"Fuck yeah!" Everyone else screamed but I just sighed. I didn't want to drink.. I had been drinking just before I had found Danny.. I didn't want to drink again, not now. I didn't need those memories of his cold body and lifeless eyes.

Austin took his arm from my shoulders and walked off to grab a beer

"Hey! Come on man!" He called back to me but I just grummbled and walked away.

I got onto the bus, it was so familiar. It was like my home, I had so many plesant memories here; like me and Danny's first kiss that seemed like ages ago. And when me and Danny cuddled up on the couch, and when Danny and I were really together. (just a nice way to say they fucked ;3) I walked over to the bottom bunk that once belonged to the to the beautiful man I wished was here right now and crawled inside. I pulled the blankets around me and got a feeling of security which I had been longing for in the past few months. Without fully realizing I hadstarted to cry into his pillow. No matter how strong I had tried to act these past months, I was breaking. I needed him. No matter how much I wanted to make him proud I knew I would fail. he was what made my life worth living. Even when we were just friends, he was the only thing that made me truly happy. But like always I fucked up because I  was insecure and I hated myself.

"Ben? Ben are you in here?" I heard

I tried my best to silence my sobbs, I didn't want anyone to see me like this. I didn't want help... I wanted him.

"Oh god, ben.." I heard as the curtain to the bunk opened

"Don't cry Ben.." James cooed "let me help you.."

"I Don't want help! I want him!" I yelled but james grabbed me into a tight hug.

I started flailing around, I didn't want his help.. but I soon gave up and just sobbed into his shoulder.

"I need him James... I can't do this without him.. I need him here to help me along.." I sobbed and he just pulled me closer

"We all need him Ben.. but he isn't here anymore so we have to be strong. If not for ourselves then for him, and the fans, and our families." He said obviously trying to comfort me

"Oh please james! I almost killed myself and my mom didn't come and visit me because she was leaving for vacation when she heard about it! Even my own mother knows I'm worthless!" I spat

"Benjamin Paul Bruce! You may be a lot of things but wothless is not one of them" he said pulling away from the hug and looking me in the eye

"You are one of my best friends and you are like a brother to me. So don't you dare say your worthless, no matter what your worth something to me" he smiled lightly

Everything he was saying ment notheing because it wasn't coming from Danny.. as sad as it was he was the only one who could fix me.

"C-Can I sleep James?" I sighed

"Of course" he said as he got up

"Try to not be so sad." He pleaded as he walked out of the bus.

Why wouldn't I be sad? Sad was all I deserved after what I said to Danny and everyone else lately for that matter. I slowly drifted off into a uneasy sleep, my thoughts clouding my mind.

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ONLY ONE MORE FLIPPEN CHAPTER!!! Wooo! It shall be up tomarrow! Oh and there will be an alternate ending that will be up in a couple days just in case you don't like my twist ending! I hope you enjoyed it!! Now it's time to go watch Doctor Who for the next five billion hours! :D

-TylerCarter4L