A Little More Than Just Friends

Chapter 18: I call war on my broken self!

Chapter 18: i call war on my broken self!

I'd re cleaned the house three times over, I'd decided to make Jason and his new friend some food. They'd been in that room for a few hours now. I got in the kitchen and sighed. No food.

"Hey Jason?!" I called upstairs. No answer. In fact I hadn't heard then in a while. We're they dead? haha no no. That can't be it. I laughed at my own joke and grabbed the credit card from the new fruit ball.

I hummed as I walked down the street. I know I was getting weird looks but I didn't care. I'd been so wrapped up in cleaning these last few days that I'd completely forgotten about Mackenzie. I was happy. I'd been taking ballet classes that Jason had enrolled me in and home schooling has actually been pretty cool. I walked into the super market smiling

"Oh hey there suicidal whale" my smile faded as I turned to Melissa.

"Hi Melissa" I rolled my eyes

"Just wanted to say hi make sure you weren't dead" was this Melissa's way of being nice?

"And now that I see it I'm pissed off that you aren't" nope never mind.

"Thank you for your hospitality. But I really can't be stuffed looking at your face any more" I pushed past her and felt the glare burning into the back of my head.

"Thank you" I smiled at the check out girl. My run in with Melissa hadn't stopped me from being happy. I was humming on my way back when bam. Hit in the head. And like at the fair grounds Melissa towered over me.

"You think your so tough because you don't go to our school anymore" Melissa smirked. I had two bags and the way this ended up at the fair, I was lucky I had Jason and Mackenzie. But I don't now. I thought about running but I knew that would do no good.

"Look Melissa. Just leave me alone. I have nothing to do with you any more" she smirked and laughed at me. I don't see what was so funny.

"No you see. Your still alive so that annoys me" ugh dammit!

I'd left my phone at home so I couldn't call anyone to help me this time. I laid on the floor wanting to die. I absolutely hate that I'm pretty much still the same worthless person I was all that time ago. Every part of my body hurt. But prominent was my wrist. The evil phyco path had stomped on it. Ugh! I tried to push off of the ground but to no avail. I fell back down and hit my head on the concrete. Ouch. I sent mental telepathic messages for someone to help me. I couldn't move and it hurt to breath. Jason would be leaving his room soon to check if I was alright. What would he think if I wasn't there? I can't keep doing this to him. I tried and tried until I could finally stand up. I stumbled down the streets. Each step weighing more and more on me.

"Hi... Jesus Christ Delilah!" Jason cried. I winced as he grabbed my shoulders.

"Shit I'm sorry oh my god" he let go of me stood back and ran a hand through his hair.

"It dost matter" I said I put the bags on the floor and dragged myself up the stairs. My head was spinning so bad when I got into the bathroom. I got in the bath instead of the shower. The bath was a spa bath so yeah. The water steamed up the room.

"Delilah" Jason knocked in my bedroom door "you have to do some history work" euck. He walked in and I pretended to be asleep.

"Maybe you should let her sleep" the girl said quietly

"Yeah your probably right. I hate seeing her like this. She always used to be so happy" Jason told her sadly

"She is probably just going through a phase. My sister always seems to talk about her" wait what?

"Who's your sister?" Jason asked her. I was even curious for the answer.

"Do you know Melissa?" the words rang in my head and I shot up and looked at the girl. Of course it was her! cause my day can't get any better can it?

"Wow your awake" Cathy smiled and I felt like ripping her face to pieces. I could see Jason standing there awkwardly. So he has slept with both of the smiths. Wow

"Your sister is a stupid whore who deserves nothing more than to rot in a jail cell" I snapped. I didn't even mean to say it. Cathy just stood there shocked. I glared at her

"Maybe I should go" Cathy finally said

"Yeah maybe you should" Jason told her. He glared a me before pulling her out of the room. Pfft stupid loser. How dare she.

"What the hell was that?!" Jason cried as he walked back in.

"It was nothing" I mumbled then he clued on

"Ugh! it was her again wasn't it?" Jason cried. He started pacing around the room.

"What can I do? I'm sorry ugh! I'm such a bad guardian" Jason ranted on and on. I just watched him being a retard.

"Jason just chill" I told him. He stopped and stared at me

"You can barely move and you want me to chill?!" Jason yelled. I laughed and it actually hurt. Since when did happiness hurt?

"I'm fine" I lied and then he laughed.

"Yeah what ever kiddo. Come on" he pulled me up carefully.

"What are you doing?" I asked him angrily

"We're going to the hospital" he scoffed. Ugh why?! Why does he have to be so cool?!

"That can't be right" I cried looking at the X-rays of my ribs.

"Look kiddo. See that right there" he pointed at the X-ray

"That right there is a break" he seemed so smug

"Yes. I'm afraid so. And you have bruises all around" the doctor told us. I exhaled deeply and winced

"You might not want to do that until we tape it up" the doctor warned. Jason laughed at me and the doctor's face hardened

"And also there's an... illness... that we found" cancer! wait what. Why would I think of that? cause your going to die! I am not shut up! why am I arguing with myself? because your going to die! oh my god shut up!

"Um what?" Jason said confused

"Well. It's not bulimia... but there are traces of it. She will go through stages were she can't eat any thing with out throwing it up" the doctor explained "when this happens, the only thing you can do is keep getting her to eat"

"Could she die from it?" Jason asked shocked and worried

"Well she..." the doctor started

"Can she?!" Jason yelled. And the doctor nodded solemnly. See I told myself. Cancer. Oh my god! I never shut up!