second chances won't leave us alone | p.t.v

SURPRISE

Ok, I'm sorry for all you who thought this may be an extra chapter, but in reality, I just wanted to share some news with you guys.

I SAW PTV LIVE YESTERDAY IN MELBOURNE.

Just seeing them wasn't even the best part. When it got to PTV's set, I had been pushed all the way to the front and there was only one girl between me and the barrier. I was so close I could see Jaimes dimples. Shit man, I could like see up Vic's nostrils. And the set was amazing and they sounded incredible.

They did an acoustic of Kissing In Cars which they said it's the first time they've ever done it on a tour. And I cried because not only is that song beautiful, but it made me think of this fan fic and how proud I was to finish it and how much support you guys gave it and it made me emotional. I also cried in Hold On Till May, because Vic was right in front of me when he sang 'darling you'll be ok'. I'm a little bummed I didn't get a pic or a drunkstick, but I was so wrapped with my position and where I was to mind too much. And (I know this sounds like a fan girl stretch but considering my position it may not be) I swear on my life, Jaime was looking dead at me while we were all singing and smiled, but it was one time. AND AT THE END HE HOPPED ONTO THE BARRIER AND I GOT TO HOLD HIS HAND AND I TOUCHED HIM WHILE HE YELLED HOW MUCH HE LOVED US. Mike is also an A Grade cutie and Tony is so chill and beautiful and his lil piercing glittered in the light and I'm almost overwhelmed talking about it again. And Vic, I can't even start he's just a beautiful human being he's so humble and sweet and I love him so much he works so passionately, it's just incredible.

The only think that bugged me was everyone around me practically complained most of the time about being squished and hot, like I'm sorry but shut the fuck up (I'm so bitter about it) you're in a mosh pit what did you expect, please be grateful, there is some people way back that probably can't see a thing and you had a perfect view and you 1. Complain and bitch the whole time and 2. Have your phone out the entire time. Yes a part of me wished I had my phone to get a photo or video of how close I was, but I didn't have it with me and I'm glad because I full appreciated the gig as a whole rather than through a screen. It just made me mad, especially when it was a few people with VIP passes were complaining as well. Like, if you're uncomfortable, move back and let people who haven't gotten that opportunity to meet them, enjoy the band. I honestly felt so god damn lucky to be so close but it just felt like no one appreciated it, just, the crowd wasn't a very nice one. I wish it was because it was a bit of a drainer, but it didn't pull me away from enjoying all the bands that played. BEARTOOTH GOT LIT IT WAS SO FUN and I met Storm The Sky and got a photo and got them to sign a shirt I brought and they're so lovely and attractive and talented please go stan my sick as Aussie boys. Silverstein were pretty rad too. And I can longer feel my neck and I can't speak properly and my throat is sore, but it's so worth it.

Overall, I had such an amazing time and they were so incredible and I'm so thankful I got to experience them live, let alone be so close to them.

I'm sorry, I just really wanted to share it with you guys too because it just honestly made me so ecstatic and I hope you guys have opportunities to see them too and that if you do, you have an enjoyable time like I did.

But anyways, if you feel like telling me, what have you guys been up to? How's it kickin?

Thank you so much for the still constant support I get on this book, I love you all so much xx. Thank you.