journal,
today I feel nothing.
it's a quite strange feeling. well should I really say "feeling" since I don't feel anything? I don't know. I thought I was just getting better, but I guess my emotions were just fading away. it's probably a temporary thing anyways. maybe this happens right before you get better, maybe.
anyways, I have to come up with a way to let Isa down lightly. she's a sweet girl so far but I don't want anything besides friendship. or should I just straight up tell her "no"? I don't want to hurt her feelings. at least she has them though.
yeah. I'll just be straight forward. I don't care.
not much to write today, except for the fact that I haven't talked to my 'friends' in a few days. I ignore them in the hallways, I don't know why, I just do. I guess I'm just not in the mood to talk to people. I haven't been lately. I don't care.
harry.
Harry always cares. He always cares too much, but now, he doesn't care at all. Why should he?
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very short sorry. twas a filler :')
im not going to be updating as often as usual because school literally starts tomorrow 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
I will definitely try to find the time to update but I can't promise anything!!
have a good dayy 💗
