My Brother's Band || Ashton Irwin

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Maddie's POV

It's been a week. I haven't talked to Ashton in a week. I miss him. I told Calum that we just need some time apart but I miss him. Today I went to go to the bathroom and wound up sitting in the bathtub crying. "Maddie?" Calum asked, slightly opening the door poking his head in. "Hey." He climbed into the tub with me, pulling me into his lap. I buried my face in his chest and cried. "What's wrong?" Cal asked sweetly, since what happened it's been really weird, I'll get upset and start crying about the dumbest things. "I miss him..." I said between sobs. "Then go talk to him." Calum said, kissing the top of my head. "It's not that easy Cal." I whispered, finally able to stop crying. "Yes it is." "What if he doesn't care about me? Or doesn't want to be with me anymore?" "He misses you like crazy!!!" Calum laughed, "He knows you won't answer so he just calls me!! He won't stop calling, asking to talk to you, insisting to talk to you. Go." "Where?" I asked. "To Ashton you dip shit!!!!!" I knew he was kidding, which made me laugh. Everything was kind of a blur until I pulled up to mine and Ashton's place. I took a deep breath and opened the car door. I wasn't sure if I should knock, or just go in ,but decided on going in. I closed the door softly and leaned up against it biting my lip. No Ash in the living room. I walked up the stairs to our room and the door was closed. I opened it and Ashton turned quickly from where he was standing. Once he realised it was me he walked over quickly and pulled me to him. "I missed you..." He whispered. A tear rolled down my cheek, a tear of joy of corse, "I missed you too, Bear"

"I've been going crazy missing you!!" He said kissing me quickly. "Me too." I whispered. "I called you about 30 times and then called Calum at least 100 times!!!!!! I cried for days on end wanting you by my side. This bed is so big when you're sleeping in it alone..." "It's big when we're sleeping in it together because we cuddle in one spot." He smiled, "I missed that." I couldn't help it but with all the I miss you stuff I started humming 'I Miss You' by Blink-182. Ashton smiled because when I met him all I wanted to do was be a good girl and I hated Blink-182. He turned me around. He started singing the lyrics. "Don't waste your time on me, you're already the voice inside my head... I miss you..." 'Fuck he has a beautiful voice.' I thought to myself. He came close to me and pressed his forehead against mine. "I don't want to be with Biannca. I love you. I'm so sorry," "I know bear. You don't have to apologise for her stupidity." He kissed me softly and pulled away. "She came by yesterday..." I looked up at him my hands on his chest, "Wh-what'd she say??"She asked to come inside and talk..." "Did you let her?" "No, we stood on the front porch and talked." "What did you talk about?" "She asked me if that since you and I were probably done that I would date her." "WHAT?!" He smiled at me laughing slightly, "I told her that she needed to leave and she left, crying of course." "Good..." I whispered softly kissing him then pulling away. "Don't tease me like that babe." Ash complained. "Shhhhh..." I pressed my finger to his lips and walked into the bathroom. "Baaaaaabe!!!!" Ash complained again. He walked up behind me and wrapped his arms around me. "Get off!!!!!" I giggled, "Go sit on the bed or something!!!!" He pouted and kissed my neck then went and sat on the edge of the bed. I walked out of the bathroom kicking my shoes off and grabbing shorts and one of Ashton's tshirts. "Why do you always wear my stuff?!" Ashton joked. "Because I love you Bear." I walked into the bathroom and closed the door and changed. When I walked out I threw my clothes into the closet and looked at Ashton. "Come here." Ashton told me. I walked over and leaned over him putting my hands on either side of him. "Can you do something for me??" "Mm hm what is it bear??" "Well you see Ashton Jr. is needing some attention so would you mind helping?" "ASHTON!!!!!" "What?!" "No." "Please??" "I love you but no bear." He smirked at me, "I have my ways." "NO!" I laughed. "Fine at least kiss me?" I smiled and pressed my lips onto his. He put his hands on my hips and pulled me onto him. I straddled him putting my hands on his torso. He out one hand on my back and the other on my neck. He moved down and started to kiss my neck. "Bear..." I whispered. "What?" He asked sweetly pulling back and looking at me. "Can we just cuddle??" I slumped down looking at him. "Whatever you want beautiful..." He kissed me and rolled us over, to where we were laying down. He pulled me to his chest and laid his head on the top of my head. I played with his necklace he had on and kissed along his collar bone occasionally. "We should do this more often." I whispered, moving to where I was more comfortable in his warmth. "Why??" He asked sweetly kissing my forehead. "Because I can feel your warmth and I can listen to your heart beat." "I love you..." "I love you more, Bear." My toes touched his and I wrapped my legs around his. He pulled me up to where I was looking him in the eyes. I pushed his hair around and he smiled. "What?" I asked. "You're so beautiful." I felt my cheeks get hot. Then the door burst open.

"YAY!!!!!!!! YOU MADE UP!!!" Annie, Luke, Calum, Michael, Niall, Harry, Zayn, Liam and Louis ran in and jumped on the bed while I laughed along with Ash. When they finally got off Ashton and I stood up. "Hi sissy." Calum wrapped his arm around my waist and kissed my forehead. "Hi bubba." "Aren't you happy I made you come talk to Ashton?" I smiled and nodded stepping closer to him and he pulled me to him. "Yeah, thanks Cal." "You guys are so lucky!" Ashton laughed. "What?" I whispered. He winked at me and I got what he was meaning and my eyes got big as I should my head. "Why?" Annie asked. "You're just lucky Maddie would have se-" "OKAY!!!!!!!" I slapped his arm, "I love you but you're perverted sometimes." I kissed his nose. I glanced at Calum and he rose one eyebrow then whispered in Luke's ear. "I'm assuming you guys are staying the night???" They all looked at each other and shrugged. "Sure!" Annie smiled. "We have 2 guest rooms but the rest of you guys are gonna have to sleep on the floor or the couches." "YAY!!!!!! PIZZA!!!!!" Michael yelled running into the kitchen to call for pizza. Everyone ran behind him except Ash and I. I threw Ashton his shirt and pulled on his sweatpants over my shorts. I turned and kissed Ashton quickly then walked down the stairs with Ashton following me complaining about how I'm such a tease. I was arguing back when we reached the bottom and everyone stared at us. "What?" I asked. "Are you 2 really arguing over which one if you is the bigger tease?" Annie asked trying not to laugh. "Yeah..." Ashton said. Annie looked at Luke then back at us. "Defiantly Maddie!" Annie and Luke said in unison. "SHUT UP!!" I yelled. "Hey Maddie what's your address?" Michael asked sweetly. "Michael you're here 90% of the time why don't you know this?" He shrugged and I told him and he said it into the phone. "Pizza will be here in 30 minutes!!! And it's gonna be almost $50 so let's pool our money!!!" "Wait Michael how many pizzas did you get?" "Uhh 7?" He said as more of a question than an answer. "We might have to order another one." I said laughing.

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I just wanted to tell you that I love you! 😊😘❤️

-Maddie💕