I find my seat in history in the last row, all the way on the right side of the room. We are having panel today which means that the people in the front row will turn their desks around and lead a class discussion. Jake is in the front row and when he turns around, he smiles at me and I could have sworn I just saw him wink.
This morning I put on mascara, and now, droning out the class discussion, I find myself resting my head on my hands, and running my pinky fingers over the ends over my super long and volumized lashes. I open my eyes to see Jake mimiking my actions on his own eyes. Ugh. He's so fucking adorable. I wish I could just go back to that night at the weekend resort. I have never felt so in love with someone like this before. Wait, did I seriously just say love. Holy Lordy.
DING DING DING
Phew. Class is over. I grab my bag and sling it over my shoulder. Walking out the door I hear someone calling my name.
"Allie!"
I turn around to see Jake chasing after me.
"Yeah?"
"Hey girl hey!"
"Hi Jake."
"What is your Skype name?" Jake asks blushing.
"It's puppiesnSinging3" I answer giggling quietly.
"Alrighty, talk to you later."
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I sit down at my desk, opening up my computer. So much homework tonight. I have to start an essay, read three pages of history, study for a math test, and do my laundry. I can't think straight. Anxiety has always found a way to take over my life. I close my eyes and lean back in my chair, trying to relax.
SKYPE MESSAGE FROM "JAKE MILLER". Jake would like to be your friend on Skype.
Holy shizzles. My heart is beating so fast. Why does he have this effect on me?
Jake: I have really important question for you.
Allie: yes…?
Jake: can I have your hand in marriage?
Allie: um
Jake: just kidding hahahha but I actually have a serious question
Allie: haha okay…ask away!
Jake: do you like anyone?
WHAT DO I SAY HOLY FOSHIZZLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Allie: its complicated
Jake: explain
Allie: well I kind of liked Dean for a while, but there’s this other guy that I kind of like
Jake: I KNEW YOU LIKED HIM!!!!!!!! Lol who is the other guy?
Allie: I can’t say. It’s a secret
Jake: fine, then I won’t tell you who I like
Allie: darn that sucks, cuz if you tell me who you like then ill tell you who I like
Jake: nope, ladies first
Allie:ugh you’re so impossible
Jake: Yeah, but you love it
Allie: who ever said that? ;)
Jake: WHO DO YOU LIKE?!?!?!?!
Allie: I think I like you, but im not sure
Jake: well that’s good, cuz I like you <3
I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO RESPOND. OMG HE'S SO ADORABLE AND HE LIKES ME BACK. THIS HAS TO BE FAKE. THIS CANNOT BE REAL.
I pinch myself and look back at the screen. Holy moly, its legit.
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Teen FictionWith hopes to change who she was in middle school, Allie ultimately changes her entire personality and attitude towards life. A much wanted boyfriend, new friends, boys, and bullies pull Allie into an unforgettable year, teaching her lessons she wil...