Only Fools (Camila/You)

Cheater, Cheater

"Thank you so much tonight, Orlando!" I yelled into the mic as we walked off stage. It's July 2nd, 1 day away from my birthday, and I'm finally back performing, good as new.

It's been about a month and a half maybe since Shawns joined tour. It's been fun, he's super nice and talented, but once again Camila has been distant.

I've tried to talk to her about it on multiple occasions but she's usually really short with me. Her and Lauren share rooms now instead of us. That's okay, but I just feel like I'm losing her. She claims that nothing's wrong but I know she's having a hard time with Shawn being around me 24/7. Honestly Shawn is harmless.

The only time we really have "conversations" is on camera, and still then she is short with me. I'm going to talk to her later though.

We were sleeping on the bus tonight as we drove to the hotel in Tampa, then we'll stay there for a night, then hit the road again.

I waited in the back of the bus as the girls finished showering. I heard the door open and peaked my head out to see Lauren coming in. "Hey Lauren." I said Nicely to let her know I was here. "Hey Y/n/n." She said sweetly then crawled into her bunk, probably to sleep.

Camila And Laurens family decided to come to the Tampa show instead of the Orlando one because it was my birthday and they wanted to take me to dinner after. Jordan is coming to the show and I'm so excited. I haven't seen him in maybe 6 months? It's been a long time.

I really miss my family too. I haven't seen them in a whole year. Communication is the hardest thing with them, because when it's day time here, it's night time there. That's probably the worst thing about this whole career. It requires major sacrifices and I'm glad my family supports me or else I wouldn't last.

My baby brother. He was 7 when I left to live with Jordan and he was so heartbroken. He was probably the hardest to leave behind. When I saw him last year he had just turned 11, he had grown so much.

He's 12 now. His birthdays was earlier in June and I made sure to send loads of presents to Australia and made sure to call. He sounded so different. The worst thing is having to miss watching my brother grow into a young man.

He's so handsome and will definitely break hearts, especially with the accent.

I think I miss my mom the most. No hard feelings on my dad though, of course I miss him, but my mom is a different story. I just miss them all.

I was broken out of my thoughts by hearing the door open once again. I peaked my head again to see Camila enter the bus in her Pjs. "Camila." I said. Her head shot up "Yeah?" She asked. "We need to talk." I said seriously. Effectively grabbing her attention, she walked over and sat next to me with furrowed eyebrows and a worried expression.

I got up and closed the door then sat across from Camila on the other couch with my legs crossed. "How come you've been avoiding me lately?" I asked with a sad tone. Her faced softened and she sighed. "It's just been hard. Seeing him with you all the time is hard. Seeing you have fun with him instead of me is hard. Seeing you laugh at his jokes instead of mine is hard. Seeing you sing love songs with him instead of me is hard. Watching you look at him the way... The way you used to look at me is hard." She said sadly then but her lip and looked down.

"Camila. I don't know what else to say. Shawn is harmless." I responded. "He's only been with me more that usual because you've been avoiding me." I continued. She shook her head and licked her lips.

She looked up and I saw something in her eyes that I haven't seen in a very long time. Love and regret. I could see the passion in her eyes but she looked guilty. I would too if I were in her situation.