Trust Issues(Chris Brown Love Story)

All For Love

Jaylen's Pov

I woke up in the hospital and i was in the room by myself hooked up to a machine.

The doctor knocked on the door a couple of times before coming inside the room.

"Ms.Carter you're awake"i sat up

"what happened"i asked looking around

"you just blacked out from stress and the baby was giving you a sign to slow down but-"i cut him off

"Baby? What baby"i asked he looked up at me

"Well you're 2 months pregnant"A tear fell from my eyes

"No i didn't"I held my head down

"Well here is an ultrasound and I'm gonna prescribe you to some vitamins  and some prenatals .i want you to take daily and i want you to get plenty of rest and visit the doctor every 2 weeks, I'm gonna go tell your family you're awake and that you're ok,And also you can leave today since everything is looking good"i stopped him

My dad,Latrice , Lonna and Chris came in the room

"Baby girl you scared the shit out of us"my dad said rubbing my head

"I know, I'm sorry dad i just been under so much stress"

"Well at least you're ok now"My dad said smiling,i tried my best not to even look at Chris

"You didn't tell mom did you"i asked

"Nope i told him not to"Latrice said

"Thank god"i said smiling

"Well I'm gonna go sign some papers so we can go"my dad said, he kissed my for head and him and Latrice left

"Yea I'm gonna go tell everyone you ok"Lonna said

That left me and Chris in the room alone and i didn't want that.

"You feeling a lil better"he said,i turned my head ignoring him

"I know you hate me and this is all my fault,i didn't mean to do this to-"

"Chris save it,i don't even give a Fuck any more and I honestly don't wanna talk about it here"I got up from bed slowly and stood up walking over to my clothes,I took off the hospital gown and put my pants and shirt on while Chris watched my very move.

"Its for the best Jaylen please believe me"I looked at him and smirked

"Yea maybe it is.You know Chris i always thought me and you had a bond no one can break,i loved you more than anything in this world Shit i still love you and i don't think i can ever stop loving you because you were my future and my life but I think that was the problem,I only saw you and it came a time when I picked you over myself and you don't understand that, After all the shit we been through together we should have been ended it to save our selves the fucking trouble"I said holding back tears

He stood there in deep thought not saying a word but taking in what I was saying .

"You really hurt the fuck out of me,I'm here thinking this is a petty argument we had and the whole time you didn't give a fuck about how I felt"He wiped his eyes

"You really think I wanted to break your heart Jaylen,Seriously you know me and you know I wouldn't do that"He said

"But you did"I said completely hurt

"Can you leave please"I said sitting pack on the bed

"I love you"He said before leaving

When i got home my sister had to go back home and I had to convince my dad to leave so it was just me and the girls.We all stayed at my house for the night to comfort me.