Trust Issues(Chris Brown Love Story)

Our Time Together

Jaylen's Pov

A month Later

I never expected this shit to happen to me especailly by someone i loved,I really felt that we were gonna be together forever.My mom always told me she never wanted me to end up like her,raising her kids in a separate households
without both parents together.

A part of me hates Chris because of the way he did me but another part of me still loves him because I know him and I can tell by the look in his eyes it hurt him to break my heart but I don't buy the reason for it.

I want to understand what he did was right but i cant see it.Abandoning our relationship when we have a child with never sit right with me no matter how anyone explains it.

I been kind of depressed and into my emotions really bad,I know its not good for the baby but thanks to Alonna she been making sure I have been good and getting the rest I need.

The last time I saw Chris was at the funeral,I was there with him and for him but after that day I couldn't even look at him when he tried to talk to me. I really tried to put our bs aside but it was so hard when you know the shit was fucked up.

I was sitting on my bed watching tv and on my laptop,Alonna knocked on the door and came in with Bree behind her

"Damn Im surprised yo ass up"Alonna said,She sat next to me,I laughed

"I know but i just got tired of sleeping,its kind of irritating"I shrugged

"So what you doing"Bree asked,I sighed

"Well i thought it over for a while and im too young and have too much shit goin on right now to raise a child right now so im thinking about adoption"

"What,How you think Chris go feel about it"Bree said

"I dont know and i dont care,he didnt care how i felt about shit so It dont matter"Alonna shrugged

"Im behind you 100% on whatever you decide Jay but I really do think Chris should know,that's his child too"Alonna said,I sighed

"I guess you're right"I said ,I smiled and gave her a hug

"Yea like tell him now"She said picking up my phone and handing it to me

"I dont want to Lonna,plus it was just something I'm thinking about"She sighed

"Jay you have to,The longer you wait the more you not gonna want to do it"Alonna said

"I'll do it"Bree said taking the phone

"Do what"We heard a man's voice from my door,We looked and Tyga was standing there looking confused

"Hey baby,what you doin here"She said walking to him

"I came to bring you the food you asked for,but what was yall talking about telling Chris"He said handing her the food and folding his arms.The smell of onions got to my noise

"Im gonna be sick"I said getting up and running to the bathroom to throw up

I felt myselt start to cry after for no reason,I guess the hormones are really kicking in now.Bree came in

"Jay are you ok"I shook my head no and stood up,I rinsed my mouth out and walked back to my room

I looked at Alonna and she looked down,I looked at Tyga and he shook his head and looked at me.

"Lonna you told him"I asked

"No,he heard us talking"I sighed

"Yo J.C how can you do that to Chris seed tho"He said