Trust Issues(Chris Brown Love Story)

Nothing But Hurt

Jaylen's Pov

"What"I said in shock

My heart dropped into my stomach,It felt like the wind was knocked out of my,I couldn't even speak.It cant be true,her out of all people can't just be gone like that.I sat there just hurt,confused and wondering.

"Chris I'm so sorry baby"I said pulling him into another hug as tears fell down my eyes.

He looked at me and shook his head

"Fuck my life man,It aint no reason for me to live no more,my momma was all I had besides you Jay"He said holding back his tears

"Chris please dont say that,You have a baby on the way and you have your little sister and you know Mama J wouldn't like you saying that shit"He just cried more

I really didnt know what to say because i dont know how he feels but i know he was hurt and he really needed me right now.

"She all i had man,I don't even know what I'm gonna do without her"He said still crying,I cried with him

"Im sorry"I said,he looked at me and I saw the pain in his eyes,

I wanted to help him so bad...

Chris Pov

I was completely out of it,Jay is the only person I can be around right now and my heart just hurt so fucking much.My mom was gone and there was nothing I could do to bring her back.I have a baby on the way and its just so much fucking drama right now its becoming too much for me to focuse on.

"What's gonna happen now"Jay asked leaning on my shoulder

"Nothing,Aint shit i can do right now man"I said

"Did you talk to Aniya and your family"She asked

"Yea,but right now i dont wanna talk to nobody,Everybody in my fucking family only care to fuck with us if they need something or somebody died so if you aint my sister,my friends or wasnt there with me through all this shit i dont have shit to say to you"She nodded

"I understand babe and I don't blame you at all"She held on to my arm tight rubbing my shoulder

"I gotta go"I said standing up

"Wait Chris you just need to relax before you go out and do some stupid shit,Just stay and talk to me "she said holding on to my arm,I snatched away from her

"I dont wanna talk right now aight,Just leave me alone for right now Jay"And with that being said i left

I wasn't trying to be too harsh but my emotions are fucked up and I don't want her telling me what I should and should t be doing right now....

Jaylen's Pov

As he left I stood there trying my best to not be mad at him. I do understand he lost his mother and she was like a mother to me too so he had every right to feel however he feels but I just felt like he should want to be here surrounded by love right now.

I sighed and marched back up the stairs,Nicki was sitting on my bed eating some chips

"Everything ok"She asked as i layed back down on the bed

I shook my head turning towards her holding her hand.

"No it's not,nothing is ok right now"I said trying my best to hold in the tears

"Oh no,Jay what happened"She wiped my fallen tears

"Mama was in a car accident ,she didn't make it"I said softly,Nicki's face dropped

"Please tell me that's not true"She said grabbing her phone before she started crying

"Chris just told me"She started crying while looking though her phone