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4 (EXPLICIT)

"So, um, h-how do we do this?" "You're joking, right?" I giggle. "I'm a virgin! I've never done this!" "Start with what feels natural. Kisses, rubbing, anything." "O-okay..." He shyly kisses me as he rubs my side and hip. "No. Come with me." I lead him to his bedroom.

"This is how you do it." I pin him to his bed. I kiss him with passion and let my hands crawl about his stomach. He smacks my hand by reflex, it seemed. "What's wrong, Cody? Are you scared?" I tease. "I-I'm not used to being touched like this..." "Well after the first time you'd better get used to it. I'm sure my parents wouldn't believe I had a one night stand with my best friend-slash-boyfriend." "R-right, right. Um, okay. K-keep going then, if you want..." I knew he wanted more. I could tell by the lustful gleam in his eye.

My lips latched onto his bare neck. He let out a gasp of surprise, then a moan as I began to suck. When I found his sweet spot I took hold of some flesh between my teeth and gently bit. He let out a groan and his back arched. I sunk my teeth in deeper into his tasty flesh. He didn't appear to be in pain. He was moaning away happily. I bit an inch away from drawing blood, I was sure, but he made no noise other than pleasured moans.

I let go of his flesh and pulled his shirt up slowly. He allowed it, so I removed it completely from his person. I lean down slowly and kiss his tiny, muscly belly all over. "Noho no no stop that tickles," he giggles, covering his soft tummy. I felt a jolt of excitement and my hands began attacking his sides. He writhes in place and giggles loudly. "Hahahamercy! Mercy hahaha haha! Stop haha haha! Ch-Charrahahahahaha!"

I pause soon, giggling at him. "Oh god don't do that!" He chuckles. "But it's cute," I whine. "No, it's not..." "Yes, it is," I smile. You're cute while tickled. The way your face goes, your laugh, it's just- aaargh! It's adorable!" "I think you're thinking of someone else..." He looks down sadly. "Look," I push his chin up so he's looking at me, "you are very cute. You're adorable. You possess all the qualities I look for in a man. Now come on. Have I ever lied to you?" His lips curl into a small grin. "Have I?" "No," he mumbled. "Exactly. Why would I call you adorable if you were anything but?" "I don't know..." "Exactly."

"So, shall we continue?" "U-um... C-Chara, I can't do this," he frowns, pushing me away then sitting up. "What?" "I'm sorry, Charlotte. I'm so sorry. I know this would be important to you so you wouldn't have to lie to your parents, but I can't do it!" "W-why not?" I ask, feeling very rejected. I feared it was because of me he said no. Earlier today I hadn't liked him, and now I feared I wasn't good enough for him. "I-I promised my parents I wouldn't do anything like this until I graduated at least. And you know I hate breaking promises." "Well, why would you suggest it then?!" I snap. "I-I'm sorry!" He whines. "I'm sorry, Charlotte. Really. But I'm just not ready! I'm just not ready to do this. I wish I was, but I'm scared!" "Scared?" I ask. It wasn't because of me? "Yeah," he speaks sadly. I was sure he would cry. "I know how stupid it sounds, but I'm scared to have sex," he whined. His voice was shaky. He coughed softly and hid his face in his hands. "I-I'm sorry!"

He was crying. The tough guy, the cheerful guy, the optimist the boy who was hardly sad, was crying. "I'm sorry, Chara... I-I just c-can't do it..." "It's okay, sweetie. I get it. It's okay." "N-no it's not," he whines into my chest. I hugged him tighter and kissed the top of his head. "It's okay, Cody. It's okay. I understand, sweetie. It's okay you're not ready. There's nothing wrong with that." "B-but there is! Now you have to keep secrets from your parents!" "What's worse? Keeping a secret for a little while until I can find a way, to tell the truth, or scarring you for life because you weren't ready to have sex?" "... Chara... I-I love you..." "I love you too, sweetie. You're my best friend in the whole world."