Sucker For Pain ✔

Chapter 4

(JOKER'S POV)

Silly girl. I leave the room, but stop at the door. Harley... The one that saved me.

I quickly take my jacket off and jump into the same acid tower. Where are you!? I swim deeper, feeling an arm. I quickly grab it with all my strength and pull her up.

Our clothing has bleached, and the remaining color flows on top of the acid. I kiss her, pushing air into her mouth. Breathe, honey.

She awakens, and smiles a bit. I kiss her once more, tasting the acid and her soft lips. But I don't give a damn about the acid.

As I'm holding her I laugh, and she laughs a bit as well.
Her hair turns blue and pink from our clothing, the rest of it is bleached.

. . .

Looking at her I smile. "You saved me Puddin!" She jumps on me, and hugs me tightly.

"Let's get you new wardrobe." I say, leading her out to the nearest clothing store.
I sit down on a seat, that faces the dressing rooms.

"Ready yet?" I yell, causing the people around us to look.

"Not yet Puddin!" She yells back.
I'm coming in. Getting up, I open the curtain a bit and walk in.

(HARLEY's POV)

"You could've waited!" I say, as he looks at my outfit.
Red and black. "You look amazing." He pulls me closer to him, placing a kiss on my cheek.

He then exits the dressing room.

I sit down for a second. Does he love you Harley? Is the joke on me? I look down then quickly look up, voices in my head.

I walk out with the red and black outfit on, then leaving the store with my Puddin.

"I like your tattoo's." I say, causing him to look at me directly. "Want some?" He smiles widely.

"Sure thing Mistah J!" I say in excitement, as he leads me to a tattoo shop.

As I'm sitting down at the tattoo place, I hold his hand as the man puts tattoos on me. Puddin picked out the designs.

An hour or two has passed, it's all finally done. "Stunning." He says, making me blush.
"My favorite is this one." He places a finger on my cheek, the heart.

"Do you have a house?" He asks.

"I think.. Yeah I do! Let's go, I'll take you." I smile.

Once we're at my apartment, he quickly falls onto the sofa. Asleep. I grab a blanket from the cabinet, and place it on top of him.

Slowly, I open my bedroom door and quickly run inside. Trying not to slam the door while closing it.
I look at the floor to ceiling mirror. Who am I?
A tear falls from my left eye. I take off the red and black suit, and just stand with my bra and underwear on.

My hair is bleached, white. The left side is blue, the right is pink. My skin is white. Bleached from the acid. I did this for you Mistah J.. I became this. I smile but my smile goes down.

The voices in my head.

I quickly fall into the corner of my room, crying.
They say, he doesn't love you. You did this for nothing. He used you. Who are you? Wheres Dr.Quinzel? Kill him!

"Stop!" I yell, while pulling on my hair. The tears are flowing like a waterfall, "please" I let out. "Stop!" The voices!
I'm rocking back and fourth on the wooden floor, crying loudly, begging for it to stop.
HE DOESN'T LOVE YOU! One of the voices in my head says loudly, "yes he does!" I yell back with a sniffle. The pain in my chest hurts so bad! It feels like I'm getting stabbed by a million shards.

"Pumkin-pie, are you okay?" He walks into the room with a blanket over his shoulders. But his eyes kind of closed.

"Y... Yes." I try to say, with a straight voice.

His eyes widen, and he quickly comes over to me.
"Are you okay!?" He picks me up and puts me on top of the bed. Holding the blanket wrapped around us.
"You're freezing honey." He says wiping my tears away, "what's wrong?"

"Nothing.." I mutter.

"Tell me dammit!" He yells a bit.

"Voices. Theirs voices in my head. They tell me you don't love me. They tell me you are just using me! They tell me-" he cuts me off

"Shhhh.... I need you." He hugs me, as we lay side by side on the bed.

"This is where I want to be, beside you. Always.
Don't ever leave me... Please." I say as I'm wrapped around him, lying on the bed.

I love you Puddin.