Deep Thoughts

Weird. I Know.

One of my biggest fears is that when people look at me they see a nobody.

Someone plain.

Someone boring.

Someone bland.

When they look at me, do they ever really see me?

If they took time to actually get and know me. How much time would it take? How much of my space would they have to go through?

I always thought if someone, a stranger, walked into my room- they'd be able to understand me. Like, they'd be able to tell me anything about myself.

It makes me wonder how many people I've looked at and never really seen. How much of their space would I have to see to understand them?

It makes me want to meet more people, to really get and know them. I crave that knowledge of people. I crave realness, and reality.

I don't want to just be like everyone else that sees every person as just another person. I want to try and know every one on a personal level.

That would make the world so much more interesting, don't you think?

To know what makes a person tick, to know what they love or hate? What they want and what they want to get rid of?

I know. It's weird.