Deep Thoughts

Confidence

Confidence is such a beautiful trait. People that have an overwhelming amount of confidence are so beautiful.

I envy them, so, so much.

It must be nice to get up in the morning and look in the mirror and say, "I look great today, and I'm going to do great."

It sounds like I'm wallowing in my own self-pity, because I am. I. So. Am.

And dammit, its not fair. Those people aren't fair.

It might be easy for someone to say, "you can have confidence, you just need to learn to love yourself."

And yeah, maybe that's easy for some people, but not for me, and half of the world's population.

I tell people to love themselves constantly. But I'm a hypocrite... you know why?

Because I can't even began to love myself... I don't know how.

Do I believe everyone should love themselves? Absolutely, positively.

But it's easy for me to look at someone and see all there worth, if only I could do that for myself. If only you could do that for yourself.

Then I'd have that beautiful confidence, that everyone's so attracted to.

The confidence I will forever envy.