When Can I Hear Your Voice?

Our Harsh Words - Jace

I am sitting with my back on the door when I feel the vibrations. I spring up and swing the door open. "You. Are. Late." I said in a playfully serious tone.

"Are we alone?"

"Yes."

"Let's go." Matt dragged me up to my room. I was really excited. We haven't done anything scandalous in a while.

We took things a bit different this time. I was on my hands and knees with my unclothe butt in the air. I was gripping the sheets and Matt was gripping my hips, tightly. He was thrusting me quickly and forcefully. Before we both knew it we were sleeping.

I woke up before Matt but I kept my eyes closed and laid still. When Matt arouse he ran his hands through my hair, stopping at the scar. He has been doing that every morning since I showed him. He takes a deep breath in and nuzzles my neck.

I can no longer stand it and I wrap around him locking lips with his as soon as we come face to face. When we part I bit my lip, I was about to tell him everything but he spoke up first.

"We have to talk and it is important that you listen. Alexei hasn't changed. You are in more danger because of him."

"Matt what are you talking about?" He kisses me again on the lips, quickly and with force.

"He knows you can't hear and since he got here he has been telling me to back off." the light shone behind his face, making him glow

"But he has changed, he is sweet and kind."

"You are falling for his charm."

"He asked for a second chance and I gave him one."

"Jace, he doesn't deserve that."

I sit up, covering myself, "What do you mean he doesn't deserve a second change? I gave you one and look where that got us. We are getting married."

"So you are saying that you would rather marry him?"

"No Matt! That's not what I am saying! I'm saying I could be on good terms with him."

Matt graded for his pants and slide both feet in at once, "He wants to own you again. He'll try and do things to you again."

"Matt, I am marrying you! I don't care what he has to say. I freed myself from him and I won't go back to him even if he has changed."

"HE HASN'T THOUGH JACE! HE IS STILL THE DICK-WAD THAT HURT YOU. I GAVE YOU THAT RING AND I WOULD NEVER, EVER ASK FOR IT BACK." He pulls the engagement ring off and throws in at me. "GIVE IT TO SOMEONE YOU TRULY LOVE!" and with that he left, slamming my bedroom door as well as the front door.

I sat in my bed, naked and crying. Between gasps for air I would scream his name. My head fell to my lap and I sobbed my heart out. "Matt broke up with me!" I wailed over and over.

What felt like days was only a few hours and the door cracked open. I hoped it was Matt coming back to say that he had messed up and then I could apologize to him but it was Alexei.

I just rolled back over in bed and tears continued to roll down my checks. He walked over to my bed side and sat where Matt's body impressions were.

"Bear" he cooed like when we were together, "It'll be okay."

He laid down next to me and planted a kiss on my head, "What are you doing?"

"Matt left you; I just want you to feel better."

My heart stopped, Matt was right. He was telling me the truth and I told him I didn't believe him. I begin sobbing, Uncontrollable howling and wailing. Alexei let himself out after twenty minutes of me crying.

Before he left I told him about Russia and if Matt didn't forgive me I was going to leave sooner than planned. He needed to believe I was still under his charm. I texted Matt telling him I was sorry. No response. Of course, he was furious at me. I should give him space and try to get him to forgive me tomorrow.