The Bakery Girl // n.h

Chapter 14: First Flashback

Bel’s P.O.V:

My boyfriend? When have I ever had a boyfriend? This can’t be true, it just can’t. I decline to believe that I have a boyfriend. So I have memory loss? Atleast you deserved it, my mind answerd. I do deserve this, I deserve to die.

“Please tell me that’s not true…” I whispered to myself hoping this wouldn’t be true.

“I know it carried you by surprise, actually, it astonished us when we knew that you two started dating. But we knew, someday, that that will happen. His name is Niall by the way” Liam confirmed me the truth, my lips shaking for an unknown reason.

“Niall..” I whisperd his name, his name escaping my lips was a weird feeling, sending some chills down my spine. Niall, I repeat his name in my mind.  

“Yes, Niall” He smiled. I looked into his brown eyes, searching for some help.

“You have been together for a month now, he sure is a great guy. I know it’s too much presure on you, and I know your scared. Scared of getting your memory back because you think you deserve it after what happened. But why don’t you wake up Bel? Why don’t you open your eyes and look around you? You have a great life, never say you don’t deserve to live. They died because God said that ‘today is the day you’ll find true happines up there’.  Do you know what are they doing at the moment? They’re looking after you and William, trying to tell you that their fine, that their happy and they’re trying to promise you that someday you’ll join them up there and you’ll be happy. Do you think that they’d want to see you blaming yourself for that? Do you think they’d want to see you sad and depressed? No, wanna know why? ‘Cos they love you and that’ll never change” Liam spoke, his lips painted a soft smile, an assuring smile that’s saying ‘everything will be fine’. But nothing will ever be fine again, my mind assured me.

My cheeks were soaked with tears and my eyes were hurting me because of the hot tears. Liam’s speech was touching and for some reason, made me open my eyes a little bit, and see the world around me. Never forget that you’re the blame, my mind reminded me. You see? That’s what I’ve been through the past 6 years. My heart tells me something while my mind tells me something else, and at the end, I would always follow my mind. That’s because I always say the truth, my mind spoke. Ugh.

Smiling a bit, the tears still falling, I wrapped my arms around Liam’s neck, him allowing my endless tears soak into his shirt. He warpped his arms around me, humming a familiar tune while stroking my hair. He is a comforter when I have my all-sudden breakdowns.

“Hush now, everything will be alright” He spoke while stroking my hair for a few moments. After I broke our embrace, my cheeks turned crimson. His white t-shirt that now was soaked with my tears, showed off his torso.

“Oh my God, I’m terribly sorry!” I spoke, sending him an apologetic look. He laughed as he stood up.

“It’s alright, I’m gonna go sign some papers so we can get out, get ready. I hate hospitals!” He  gave me a funny disgusted look that made me chcukle silently before he exited the room.

I got up and changed out of my hospital gown to a blue sweater and some black trousers. As I looked at myself in the mirror, this is the most awful face I have ever wore in my life, I was a mess. My hair was standing in so many directions, my eyes were circled with black rings, my pale skin looked paler than usual. I was somehow curious, why would somebody love someone as me? I sighed, brushing my hair gently. After I finished, I washed my face and brushed my teeth. Liam sended me a text saying that he’s ready whenever I am, so after I finished I met him at the lobby.

“Ready?” He asked and I nodded, him picking up my small suitcase from the floor as we exited the hospiatl, finally.

“Oh, and starting from now till you get some of your memory back, you’ll live with Mila” He smiled as he turned his gaze to the road. I gazed through the thick glass, watching the snowflakes fall down gently. I pluged my earphones in my ear and started listening to Sad beautiful tragic by Taylor swift.

After the song ended, I started looking through my photo album, maybe I could remember something. And there it was, a couple of pictures that caught my eyes. Pictures of me and Niall in what looked like a park, I was mostly laughing and smiling in those pictures. I never laughed or smiled for real since what happened..

“Liam?” I asked him as we reached a red light.

“Yes?” He answerd, breaking his gaze from the road and looking at me.

“Look” I spoke as I handed him the phone, his eyes locked with the photo of me laughing and Niall making funny faces, he smiled.

“I remember when he told me he’ll change you, I haven’t believed him at first but then I did because he hepled you blossom” He smiled again, handing me the phone.

“I’m really sorry..” I apoligized and he looked at me with a confused look.

“What are you sorry for?” He asked, raising an eyebrow.

“For forgeting and breaking his heart”

Niall’s P.O.V:

I didn’t leave because I couldn’t. I could not leave her because she’s my everything and I don’t wanna loose her so I stayed and waited for Liam to come and sign the papers. As I saw Liam’s figure appear from the lift, I quickly sprinted in his direction.

“What happened?” I asked, gasping for air.

“ I told her, she was quite surprised at first but everything turned quite well at last” He assured me while I sighed.

“So?” I asked again, raising my eyebrow.

“Give her time, she need to rest. I’m not telling you to quit trying to make her remember, I’m just saying maybe now isn’t the perfect time to open your heart” He spoke and I sighed.

“Liam, you know that I love her from all my heart right? I promise I’ll try my best to  make her happy” I promised him aqnd he smiled.

“Believe me, I know. I’ve known ever since you helped her get away from her dark shadow. It’s like she was a dieing rose but then you came around and helped her to grow by providing her water and sun but really provided her love and happienes. You made her blossom” He spoke, a smile plasterd on his lips. Is he Shakespeare or something? My mind asked, seriously I don’t have a clue.

“Thanks mate” I hugged him for a moment.

“Your welcome” He assured me before breaking the embrace.

“I have to go, but can you please promise me something?” I asked him, rubbing my hands together to provide some heat for my frozen hands.

“Anything” He smiled.

“If I never come back to her, can you please be sure she’ll be happy with the next man she meets?”

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