The Bakery Girl // n.h

Chapter 12: First try

Niall's P.O.V:

So that's it? She had forgotten me? Is that a good thing or a bad thing? Good, because as Liam said, God's giving me a second chance. Bad, because she had forgot our first date, our first day dating and even her first kiss. I feel bad, it's all because of me. I should've known something like this would happen. She deserves someone better, but I want her. I need her. And I'm gonna fight for her because I love her with my body, heart and soul.

"Thanks Doc" Liam thanked the doctor, shaking his hand like men do.

"Welcome" He smiled, how can he smile? Dosen't he knows that he just admitted that Bel has memory loss? I gave him a disgusted look which he returned with a confused expression.

"Is something wrong?" You got to be fucking kidding me! I felt my body tense and I was about to beat the shit out of him but was stopped by Liam.

"Remember what I told you, God's offerd you a golden chance? Do you have the intentions to ruin it?" Liam's soothing words of wisdom sank inside my mind. He does he have a point there, why ruin it when it's a folden chance?

"Fine" I huffed as my body relaxed, the doctor excused himself because he haves another paitent.

"Should I visit her? Tell her perhaps?" I asked, my brearh started fasting and my throat was about to close up.

"I think you should rest, come back tomorrow and check on her? I'll break her fhe news, it's best for her to hear it from someone she knows since ever then listening from her ex-boyfriend" He spoke and I froze. Ex boyfriend? since when?

"Oh ok..." I hugged him and waved goodbye and walking towards the hospital exit. Leaving everything I once owned behinde me. Leaving my life behinde me.

Bel's P.O.V:

What the hell is happening to me? What's about the blonde guy? What's so special about him that all of them are so shocked about? Question start growing in my mind making me want die.

"Bel..." I heard a soothing voice ask, Liam.

"Hey, what's up?" I asked casually.

"Bel, you need to know that.... That you have a memory loss. We're not in California, we're in London. We came here for college last fall. Your 20 years old and that guy outside? He's your boyfriend" He speaks and my mouth hunged open, when did I ever have time for boyfriends? I ask myself. Strange, I never saw him ever in ny life, ever.

"A-are you sure?" I stutter a bit as I'm lost for words.

"Yeah he is, you've known him for the past 2 months" He answers and that's when it hits me.

"This is..." I spoke, not really sure of what to say. I feel so alive, like that part of me that was dead isn't really dead anymore.

"Amazing?" He asked, as I felt his body standing next to me. I smiled softly.

"More like, breathtaking.." I answered as I felt his body shift from next to me, feeling somebody standing behind me. I raised my arms to the air, as he wrapped his arms around my waist. As he started humming a familiar kind of melody. That's when it hits me.

I landed on my bum, laughing like there is no tomorrow. Clenching my stomach as giggles left my lips, I looked above me to find Niall staring at me with confusion, still a wide smile painted on his lips. As I wiped a few tears away, I stood up by myself as he smiled even brighter.

"Why are you smiling creepily?" I asked, as he blinked before answering.

"That was the first time I've ever heard you laugh truly" He answered and I froze.

It is the first time I truly laughed in.... Years? What happened to me? It's not that I'm complaining and stuff but when Niall is around, he brings out the happy me. I thought that side was dead but apparently it isn't.

"Oh" I spoke, coming out more like a whisper than an answer. He frowned a bit, caressing my cheek making me turn my gaze to him, staring into his deep oceanic eyes, I felt like an absolutely weird feeling, in a nice way.

"What's wrong?" He asked as my gaze shifted to the green grass tickling my feet.

"It's just.. When I'm with you, it's like I'm not me anymore. It's not the me that developed after the sad tragic, it's the me where I used to smile to everyone including myself" I, and the first time, spoke the tragic truth. It's just that, I'm afraid I'll loose him. That he'll find someone better then leave me. But course, I can't tell him that.

"Is that a bad thing?" He asked, a worried look on his face.

"No, it's a good thing" I smiled making him relax a bit.

Oh boy....

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