The Bakery Girl // n.h

Chapter 8: First real fight

Bel's P.O.V:

After 2 weeks, Niall decided to take me to somewhere special. I tried asking him where but he kept answering the same answer which is 'it's a surprise'.

He strated talking about the kids again, and how I'll have a blast just socializing with every single one of them. He seems to really care about them, he talks about them as if they are the reason of him still alive. He sure care a lot of this Ariella girl, he talks about her non-stop and I can't just say that it's kinda annoying me, that'll kinda hurt his feelings. He told me she was 7 years old, and that she haves cancer since she was 5. She's a really strong girl, is the sentence I can describe her. At the way he talks about her as if she was his little sister till the way his eyes twinkle whenever he says her name. Wow, he really do care about her.

"I'm really sorry if I annoyed you, I just care about them so much and watching them stay strong, makes me proud..." He spoke, sharing a weak smile as his eyes were on the verge of tears. Niall is really sensetive, and I like that about him, along with his cuteness course.

"Niall, they'll be alright. They will make it, I promise you" I spoke, sharing a weak smile while I interwined my fingers with him, making him relax a bit.

"Thanks" He spoke as I leaned in, leaving a kiss on his cheek. As I pulled away, I noticed his smile turned into a shy smile, his cheeks turning rosy. Yeah, and I love how he still is shy around me, that's just so cute.

"Still shy around me, eh?" I smirked as he chuckled, oh and his laugh too.

"Gotta get used to it" He smiled, revealing his crooked teeth. And his perfect smile. God, he's just too perfect.

"Sure you should" I laughed as he parked the car at a hospital parking lot. Gazing each other's eyes for a few seconds, I noticed that his eyes change color due to the mood. If he was sad, it would turn pure blue. If he was happy, his eyes will be dark blue. If he was mad, it would turn into a stromy night kind of color. And when he's with me, his eyes sparkle a crystal blue. I sat for a while studying his eyes before I smiled, unbuckling my seat belt before getting out of the car. Niall followed the same steps as we enterd the hospital, him beside me while snatching my hands in his and guiding me. We reached to the hospital's lobby while we waited in line.

"Hey Bethany, how are you?" Niall spoke when it came our turn, hugging the woman with dark blue hair and pixie face. She looked like she was in her mid 20s. Yes, she does have some tattoos and a lip peircing but beyond that she's really beautiful.

"I'm great, how's my irish man?" She said in a thick Chesire accent, ruffling his hair bit. I have to be honest, it kinda hurt me seeing them like this, I may be jelouse but not to the point of killing her.

"As good as always" he answerd, hugging her once again. Stay clam, I reminded myself.

"So what brings you here today?" She asks Niall, totally forgetting I was even their.

"I wanted Bel to meet the children if that's okay" He asks smiling birghtly.

"Course it's okay, anything for my irish man" She smiled while Niall chuckled, me standing with my arms crossed, talk about awkward. Walking towards a big white door, entering I found a bunch of kids either playing, talking or eating. Once they saw Niall's figure enter the huge sky blue room, they quickly sprinted towards him, while he was getting mobbed by the kids trying to talk to him, towards me came a boy.

"What's your name?" He asked me making me smile. I took my chance and answerd the boy.

"I'm Bel, what's yours?" I asked politely as he weakly smiled.

"I'm Brayden, it's nice to meet you" He spoke as I, and for the first time, smiled brightly.

"It's nice to meet you too" I spoke polietly once again as we started a conversation. I learned that he's 14 years old, and that he haves cancer since he was 10. He told me his story and how he have been treated at school, it broke me to know that bullying is getting really popular these days and that's a bad sign. I also learned that those past 4 years that he spent at the hospital, were the worse since he has no friends and he always sits alone. He loves reading so when it's free time, you'll find him reading a book, lost in his own imagination. Currently, he's reading 'Don't let me go'. Suprisingly, I never heard of it, although I really love to read. He gave me the book and told me to read it, I told him I can't but he insisted, saying he have read it more than 15 times. I took it and thanked him while I felt a figure next to me, I turned around to be greeted by a fimiliar crooked smile refering it was Niall.

"So I have seen you've met my little brother" Niall spoke as Brayden laughed, I send Niall a confused look and Brayden seemed to know since he laughed even harder.

"He's not my big brother" Brayden assured me as I smiled thankfully.

"So you've been liyng to me this whole time?" Niall spoke dramaticlly while Brayden laughed hard, clenching his stomcah. I rolled my eyes as I heard someone clearing their throat behinde us, as I turned around, I found Bethany standing there and smiling sweetly.

"Niall, can I talk to you for a second?" She asked making me tense a bit.

"Um sure" Niall stood from his place as they walked away, I stared at them for a while until Brayden spoke.

"Niall dosen't look at her as the way he looks at you" He assured me and my eyes widned in surprise.

"Is it that obvious?" I asked, wishing the answer would be no.

"Not really but kind of" He smiled as I smiled back. He had to go but we exchanged numbers so we can stay in contact.

Turning my head, I found Bethany crying while Niall wrapped his arms around her waist, embracing her and allowing her tears to soak onto his shirt. They sat their for a few minutes while my blood boiled, feeling invisble smoke coming out of my ears. She pulled away and kissed the corner of his mouth, staying their qutie a time before she pulled away, smiling satisfingly before she looked at my direction, smirking before exiting the big white door. And that's when I lost my mind, stomping in his direction, I stopped right in front of him, feeling my heart beats starting to increase.

"What the hell?!" I asked angrily as he looked at me suprsingly, he opened his mouth for a second but then quickly closing it again.

"What was that?!" I asked again but he stayed quite.

"We didn't kiss.." He quitely confirmed me as I laughed bitterly.

"No, you didn't kiss. You were making out with her when I'm just 10 feet away?!!" I asked again, even angrier than before.

"We didn't kiss" He answerd firmly, suprising me by his action.

"Sure you didn't" I answerd, rolling my eyes madly.

"We didn't and try to control your jelousy" He yelled at me, sending me over the edge. Did he really said that? Did I really thought I could trust someone like him? I feel really pathetic.

I knew he regreted it by the look in his eyes but it's too late, "I-" I cut him off immiedtly.

"Don't" I quickly spoke as I ran past him, hearing him chanting my name but right now, I can't do anything.

I thought I could trust him and now when he helped me change a bit, he decided to break me? Is this a fucking joke to him? I just took a cab home, breaking into tears the second I enterd the cab. This is all my fault. It was all my freaking fault.

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A lot of suprises and drama coming up in the following chapters ;)

Until next time,

Dana x