Chapter seven

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After we ate the delicious waffles, we put our dishes in the sink and I turned to face Niall. I didn't know what he wanted to do, but I didn't felt uncomfortable. Whatever he suggested, I would comply. Hell, if he said I needed to jump off a cliff, I would do it. It scared me that he already had that power over me, but I couldn't help it.

"So, eh, what do you wanna do?" he asked.

"I don't know, maybe you could show me the house?" I suggested.

He smiled and nodded, then took my hand. It made me smile on instant. With my hand in his, I felt safe.

"Okay, well, first I'll show you the garden?" he asked more then stated.

I chuckled and nodded.

He dragged me down to the doorstep, but we didn't walk into the garden, due to the cold. The garden wasn't very special, but there was a jacuzzi which I really wanted to try sometime.

When he thought I had seen enough, he took me inside again and walked down the hall, up the stairs.

"So, there we have the bathroom, and there is Zayn's room, but we don't go in there because the fucker would kill me. There is the laundry room, and this is my room." he said whilst pointing to different doors and opened the door to his room.

My eyes went wide when I looked inside. His room was quite big, with a king sized bed inside and a flatscreen hanging across from it. His desk was propped in a corner with dirty clothes on it and also around the room. The walls were covered with posters and shelves with books and an Irish flag hanging proudly above his bed.

There hung also three guitars on the wall. I looked at Niall for permission to enter his room. He nodded and I immediately walked to the guitars. I let my fingers gaze along the strigs, loving the sound it made.

"Do you play" a whisper behind me said in my ear.

My breathing hitched once again and I turned around to find Niall very close to me.

I shook my head and he took that as his cue to grab one of the instruments of the wall and walked to his bed. I followed him and sat next to him, watching him in awe as he strummed the guitar, his concentration face painted on his skin.

He opened his mouth and for a while I couldn't close mine.





Who says I can't get stoned?

Turn off the lights and the telephone

Me in my house, alone

Who says I can't get stoned?



Who says I can't be free

From all of the things that I used to be?

Rewrite my history

Who says I can't be free?



It's been a long night in New York City

It's been a long night in Baton Rouge

I don't remember you looking any better

But then again, I don't remember you





He looked up to me and only then I realised I was staring. He was so beautiful. His voice. It was like hearing God himself orgasming.

Oh god I sounded like Niall.


He smiled when he saw I was practically drooling over him, but I really couldn't help myself. This boy had me captivated and which each second he became more beautiful and more interesting. I really wanted to figure out who Niall Horan was, but I got the feeling it was not that easy. Around the whole house I haven't seen one thing that was personal. I mean, he had all kinds of stuff, but everything I saw looked brand new, nothing looked like it had emotionally attachment whatsoever. I decided not to talk about it. Yet.

"So, how was that?" he asked, and suddenly I saw so much innocence upon his face that I wanted to kiss it away. He seemed so vulnerable, like he needed me to say his singing was okay.

I grabbed his hands in mine and saw him blush.

"Niall, that was amazing. Really. Your voice is so beautiful, you shouldn't doubt yourself, okay?" I tried to reassure him.

How could he not believe in himself? He seemed so confident a day ago, all that was gone now.

"Thank you, Harry" he whispered.

He then hugged me so tight I was afraid I would never breath again, but as soon as he pulled away, I wish he would hold me again. Dead or not.

"It's just that I don't really sing in front of people, so.." he said, his voice not as loud as usual.

"But if that's true, why did you sing for me?" I asked, curious.

"I-I don't know" he said.

We sat there in silence, but again, it wasn't uncomfortable. I let out a sigh and let myself fall on my back on the bed. I closed my eyes and just did nothing. I felt the bed dip and I heard the sheets shuffle. I knew Niall was laying next to me, and I felt his hand slip into mine again. Then I felt a light pressure on the back of my hand. It was something soft and I snapped my eyes open to look at him. He just kissed my hand.

He
Just
Kissed
My
Hand



He could kiss some other spots, but for starters it could be my hand. His lips felt so soft and I just couldn't help myself but imagining his lips on other parts of my body. I saw he looked at me and I smiled at him. He smiled back and closed his eyes again.

I was in pure bliss. He let me show another side of him, and he trusted me so easily. I only knew Niall for two days, but I already knew he was so special to me.

But this wasn't me. I always took things slow, wether it was with relationships or trusting someone, I always was careful. I knew what heartbreak looked like, and I didn't want to feel it. I was scared. Maybe that's why I only dated girls. Granted, I only knew for five years I was gay, but in those five years, so many guys had thrown themselves to me, I could have had easily one or two relationships.

But maybe, I knew for a much longer time I liked guys, and only tried to protect myself by dating girls, because they couldn't break my heart. Maybe it was all self-defence.


When people tried to explain to me what love was, I knew I never experienced it when I was dating a girl, but I knew that everyone had different feeling and maybe, mine were these. But whenever I saw a fit guy, I always felt different than when I saw a beautiful girl.


But maybe, it was time for a change. I was nineteen for god's sake, I needed to man up. Yeah, Niall was kinda bold, but seconds ago, he let me show another side of him that I bet not many people have seen. Still, I find it hard to believe Niall would easily open himself up. But I didn't mind. I wanted to go Dora the Explorer on him and find out who he was.

Too soon, he broke the silence.

"Do you wanna stay for dinner?" he whispered.

"I would like that" I smiled, my eyes still closed.

"Good" he mumbled.

It was silent once again, but know my thinking game was over, I wanted to talk.

"Niall?"

"Yeah?"

"Tell me?"

I opened my eyes and lay on my side so I could face him. He did the same.

"Tell you what?" he asked confused.

"About you"

He opened his arms for me to cuddle into him. I smiled and let my body melt against his. His body was warm and soft but I still felt some abs. I tucked my head in his neck and his arms tighten around me. I blushed but due to my position he couldn't see it, and I mentally thanked all my gods.

"Well, there is not much to tell, but I'll try"

I felt him speak and I got chills.

"Eh, lets see. So, I'm Niall James Horan, I'm twenty, I'm from Mullingar, Ireland and I have a brother Greg. I'm also an uncle of little Theo and if you touch him you're dead. Zayn is my best friend and I know him since I was two. I knew I was gay when I was seventeen. I like the colour green. I had braces and my hair is actually brown. I play guitar and drums and I sing, but you already knew that. I'm not a virgin, straight wise or gay wise and I like to top"

I knew it.

"Your turn" he said.

I didn't even got the time to process all the information I was given, but right now it was my time to open up to Niall. Maybe if I showed him I trusted him, he would open up to me too. Right now, he given me standard information, so I decided I would go a little further.

"I'm Harold Edward Styles, but no one calls me Harold because it's a name for an old man. I'm nineteen, I'll turn twenty February first. I'm from Holmes Chapel and my mom and stepdad still live there, for my parents are divorced. I have a sister, Gemma, who moved to America when she got offered a job there. I knew I was gay when I was fourteen, but never dated a guy. I'm a virgin gay wise, but not straight wise. I met Liam when I was three, he lived next to me. Because he is older, he went to school earlier and he became friends with Louis, and I met him quickly and we all became best friends. We decided to go to the University of London and here we are. My favourite colour is blue and I can cook pretty good, but got no breakfast skills on my sleeve because I'm not a morning person. My favourite movie is Love Actually and I don't like the cold" I finished.

I didn't go to far in detail, because I wanted to be a puzzle for him as he was one for me, but I let him know a little bit more of myself then he let me. I didn't mind though.

He placed me in a way I was still close to him, but we could see each other's faces.

He studied my face and I wanted to hide my face back in his neck, but he wouldn't let me. So I looked at him. I took in every detail, like it would be the last time I would see him.

"Harry" he whispered.

"Yeah?"



"What do you want for dinner?"


Well that was an anti-climax.

He chuckled at my reaction and gave a a swift kiss on my hair and I blushed.


We walked downstairs and saw Liam and Zayn still on the couch, in the same position. Niall placed himself on the loveseat next to the giant couch and pulled me on his lap. I blushed again but cuddled into him.

"Zaaaaaaayn" Niall said like he was a five year old.

"No"

"Yes"

"No"

"Yes"

"What"

Niall chuckled.

"Could you and Liam make diner?" he looked at him with big eyes, which got him an angry glare but Zayn turned to Liam anyway.

"Wanna cook?"

"Sure"

I just knew Liam would say yes to whatever Zayn asked him, but I couldn't judge him for that.

Suddenly I realised something.

"Liam, what about Louis" I yelled, not bothering to get up from my comfortable seat.

"Shit" I heard him mutter.

"You can call him if you want" Niall shrugged.

I smiled at him and pulled out my phone, dialling Louis' number.

"Where the fuck are you and where the fuck is Liam?" he asked frantically.

"Lou, calm down. We are at Niall and Zayn's" I chuckled, but frown when I felt Niall's arm tighten around me when I called Louis Lou.

"...Oh."

"We are staying for diner, wanna come?" I asked.

"Yeah, sure. Text me his address yeah? I need to take a shower and such"

"Okay, but don't take to long"

I could practically hear his eyes roll

"I won't. Bye Haz!"

"Bye"

I turned toward Niall who had a weird expression on his face, bit when he saw I was looking at him, he smiled.

Okay.

I smiled back and leaned against Niall's chest with my back.

Niall grabbed the remote and clicked the telly on, killing some time whilst waiting for our food.



***


The bell rang and we all knew it was Louis. At the same time Zayn yelled diner was ready so I stood up to help make the table while Niall opened the door.

"Hey guys" Louis said being his cheering self.

Louis was seriously one of the most positive people I have ever met. He always was so happy and wanted to make sure everyone around him was too. I admired Louis. I wish I was as carefree as him, all though I knew carefree Louis was an act. Inside he cared, but just like me, he didn't want to feel the hurt. Louis was like a big brother to me and I mentally thanked Liam for introducing him to me.

Louis gave everyone a hug and helped me make the table. Liam and Zayn walked to the table with pans in their hands. I didn't know what they made but it smelled really good. I took a seat and Niall was quick to sit next to me. Zayn took a seat with Liam on his left and Louis placed himself next to Liam.

"No one needs to pray, right?" Niall asked.

Everyone laughed and shook his head. Even though I had a big interest in believes and cultures, I never prayed. I was thankful for everything I had, but I made that possible, and not some God.

Apparently, Liam and Zayn made curry and as soon as the food touched my tongue I moaned. It was really good.

I felt Niall stiffen beside me and decided I would play with him a bit.

"This is really good" I said to Zayn and Liam. They smiled and looked at each other which so much adoration I almost cooed at them.

I took another bite and moaned again. I looked at Niall who gave me a glare but I just smiled at him and placed my hand on his thigh, just like he would do.

Niall shifted in his seat but pretended nothing happened. I let my hand travel up a bit higher when I moaned again.

"Haz, just fuck the food already" Zayn said laughing.

"Maybe I will" I wiggled my eyes which made Zayn laugh harder.

My hand was still reaching inch by inch to Niall's crotch, and when I thought I had him all hot and bothered, he grabbed my hand and placed it on his crotch himself.

My eyes winded and Niall laughed so loud everyone looked up.

"What's so funny?" Liam asked, confusion written on his face.

"Nothing, nothing" Niall mumbled, still chuckling.


***


Diner was fun. We all talked and had a good laugh. Zayn and Liam looked at each other adorably which made Louis coo at them and only made me smile. I really wanted to see Liam trusting someone again, someone that wasn't me or Louis. I was really happy for him that he allowed himself to have fun with a boy again. You could see that he was far from where he could be, but he was on his way, and I was really proud of my friend.

After diner we all put our dishes in the sink and walked to the living room to just sit and talk. I was in Niall's lap again, which I enjoyed a little too much, whilst Zayn, Liam and Louis were in an argument about football.

"What did you try to do there at the table, babe" Niall whispered in my ear.

It gave me chills. I saw the goosebumps on my arm and tried to hide it.


I liked it when Niall opened up to me, but bold Niall turned me on quite a bit and I liked that as well. But if I was completely honest, I liked every side of Niall. Also the ones I haven't seen yet. I just knew.

"Well, two can play a game" I whispered back.

"Hmm, you should practice a bit more" he whispered back.

"Zayn, could you had me that blanket? I'm cold" he pointed to a white, fluffy blanket on the couch which Zayn gave to him.

What the hell was he going to do?

He wrapped it around us and made sure our hand were under it. He grabbed my hand and placed it on his leg.

"Go on, make me hard" he whispered.

Oh Niall, you already had me hard.

I let my hand travel up high once again, but very, very slowly. Inch by inch, I came closer to his crotch and I heard his breath quicken a little bit. I assumed by that I was doing a good job, but pretend I didn't hear it.

"Am I doing this right?" I asked, still whispering, as my hand left his thigh.

"Yeah, yeah" he said very quickly, and grabbed my hand and placed it where it was seconds ago. His face was a bit flustered and I decided to go even slower with my hand.

When my hand finally reached his crotch, I palmed it quite hard. I rubbed my hand over his very large bulge and I heard him stifle a moan. I messaged his groin a bit faster and still felt him grow.

Oh god he is so big.

His mouth reached my ear and he began sucking on my earlobe. If I wasn't hard already than I was now. I wanted to moan, but then I remembered the three people on the couch and pulled away.

Niall quickly regained his breath and kissed my hair again.

"Very good job, Harold" he said, his accent so thick it made me let out a breathless moan. I didn't like the name Harold but when he said it I loved it.

"We should go, but this isn't over yet" I heard Louis say. As I looked up I saw Liam put on his coat and Louis standing up.

"You coming, Haz?"

"Y-yeah" I said, my voice a bit raspy.

I heard Niall breathlessly chuckle and I tried to think about dead puppy's to un-harden my problem. It worked rather quickly and I got up.

"Wait, how did you actually get here?" I asked Louis.

"Taxi" he shrugged.

"Bye, Liam" I heard Zayn say as he pulled Liam in a thight embrace.

Liam mumbled something I couldn't hear and I turned to Niall

"Bye" I said

He pulled me into a hug, but let go to fast for my liking, but not before he gave me a sneaky kiss on my forehead. I blushed and hugged Zayn. When we said our goodbyes, Liam got in his car and I sat in the passenger side next to Louis in his car.

Our place was only five minutes away, so if Louis wanted to talk I was glad it wouldn't last long because I didn't really feel like talking.

"Haz, do you like him?" Lou asked.

"I-I'm not sure, but I know he has a special place in my heart already" as soon as the words came out, I knew they were true.

"I said be careful, and I still mean it, but I'm happy for you" Louis looked at me and smiled.

"Thank you" I smiled back.

We reached our place and as soon as I walked inside I took a shower. I went through the day. It was quite hectic, but I already knew that it would always be hectic when I was with Niall.

I smiled to myself, and thought of Niall. For Niall, I would change. I would let myself fall for him. Piece by piece. Not altogether, but I would fall. Niall was special. I just knew it. I know it's weird to say, because I only knew him for two days, but I didn't care anymore.



I would let myself fall, and it was for Niall to catch me.









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