Show me love ◀Stucky▶

Chapter 5 : I'm sorry

"Bucky?!" Steve whispered and slowly opened the door.

"Steve.. NO!" He heard the quiet sobs and came closer to the small frame laying curled up on his bed. Bucky looked like Steve himself when he was alone or sick. Steve hated to see Bucky this way.

"Steve! What's wrong with you?" Bucky asked in concern and ran up to Steves bed.

"I caught a cold or something. Nothing serious, really Bucky." Steve whispered and smiled with all the strengh he could bring up right now.

"Steve, why do you walk out into the cold and do not tell me?! I don't understand you Steve!" Bucky nearly screamed at him.

"I really don't get it Steve! Do you think this is funny? Do you think you're like all the others and recover as fast as them? Because you don't!" Bucky said angrily and made Steve flinch.

He remembered Steve of how vulnerable and weak he was. Steve hated himself for beeing such a baby.

"I'm sorry Bucky but as I already said, it's not that bad!" Steve repeated.

"Yes of course.. it's always 'not that bad'. Seriously Steve, how could you be so stubborn??" Bucky took Steves cold hand.

"You know how much I care about you. What would your mother say if she saw you like this huh?" Bucky asked, his eyebrows raising up in distress.

Steve shifted uncomfortable. "Bucky, stop it, it's okay." He pleaded and closed his eyes.

"I'm tired, go away." Steve murmured.

"As if I would do that." Bucky said and Steve chuckled.

"Are you just gonna stay there and.. watch me sleep?" Steve said after a while.

"Yes, I'm going to stay here and take care of you, you little bastard."

Steve shook his head."You're a creep."

"Shut up and go to sleep." Bucky laughed.

"Shhh, Bucky. I'm here baby." Steve whispered and walked over to his side of the bed. He crawled up to Bucky and patted his back. "Bucky, what's going on? Are you having a nightmare?" Steve asked concerned and checked if Bucky was asleep. No, he was not. His eyes were wide open and unfocused. "Bucky, look at me." Steve begged and pulled Buckys body up against the pillow. "Bucky look at me please." Steve repeated and Bucky did.

Buckys watery eyes were filled with sadness and longing. They looked lost, like Steve first saw them on the bridge. Steve mentally slapped himself for beeing such an idiot and leaving Bucky alone.

"Bucky, I'm so sorry about what happened. I overreacted." Steve said and dried Buckys tears with the sleeve of his shirt. "Shh baby don't you cry no more. I'm here okay?" Bucky looked down at his hands. "I - I was afraid." Bucky said and looked up again. Steves expression softened because Bucky finally talked to him. "What were you afraid of, Bucky?" Steve asked and took Buckys hands. "That you'd leave me." Steves grip on his hand hardened and he took Buckys sharp chin in his free hand. "Bucky, I want you to look at me." Steve ordered and waited for Bucky to do it. Bucky lifted his gaze and watched Steve with a questioning look.

"Bucky, I'd never leave you. What happened today was my mistake. I am truly sorry for what I said Bucky." Steve said softly and let go of Buckys chin. "Bucky, I understand that you're angry on me now, and - and you have every right to be but.." Steve stopped and thought if he should tell Bucky about the meeting. What if he couldn't take it? What if he got angry or upset?

"Bucky what we talked about in the meeting... it was about.. we talked about you." Steve said and sighed heavily. Bucky didn't move and there was no sign of shock in the mans body language. "Or Natasha talked about you. I don't know why but she told me that she had the idea to put you in a cell and we had a fight because I'd never let that happen." Steve said and gave Bucky a reassuring smile. Bucky nodded and looked at him as if he expected Steve to go on. "What?" Steve asked. "Anything else?" Bucky asked. Steve sighed and pressed his hands against his forehead. "She told me all sorts of bullshit and hurt me, you know Bucky?" Steve said and saw Buckys eyes filling with misery and sorrow.

"I'm sorry for you Steve." Bucky said and held Steves hand even tighter. "No Bucky, no, I am sorry. I am sorry I didn't tell you right away and that I hurt you." Steve told him and sat himself on Buckys strong thighs.

His long hair fell down on the top of his lowered shoulders as Bucky hang his head in shame. "You know that I love you and I will always stay with you, no matter what happens to us." Steve whispered tenderly and looked into Buckys shining eyes. A little smile began to creep up on Buckys face as he looked back into Steves blue eyes. "Oh Bucky I love you so much." He said and fell onto Buckys chest. Steve slung his arms around the smaller man and kissed his soft lips. "I love you Bucky." Steve said again and caressed Buckys warm chest.

Buckys heart was filled with warmth in the moment Steve was next to him. After Steve apologizing over and over although Bucky never really was angry on him they finally were in their bed again. The only thing that mattered to Bucky was Steve wanting him and beeing next to him. He was more than happy when Steve told him how much he loved him and listened to Steves beautiful voice.

"Can you stay with me Steve?" Bucky asked. "Yes Bucky, you already know that I won't leave you. I'll always stay by your side." Steve said and held on to Buckys arms. Bucky chuckled and let his fingers ghost through Steves golden hair. "I meant to ask if you stay with me in bed Steve." Bucky whispered, after a while. "Oh." Steve said with a sleepy voice. "Well, my answer fits anyways." He then said and felt how Bucky put his arms around Steves back. "No... not really because I'm not by your side now, I'm literally on the top now." Steve muttered. Bucky just shook his head because Steve was talking trash again. "Do you know what a top is Bucky?" Steve asked after a view minutes when Bucky thought that he already was asleep. "It's basically me. And you're the bottom Bucky. Because you're my baby!" Steve chuckled.

"Are you drunk?" Bucky asked and tapped on Steves shoulder. " Baby, I want you, naaa naaaaa. Can't keep your eyes off my fatty Daddy, I want you, hmmm hmm. Drunk in love, I want you." Steve murmured in a deep voice that went straight to Buckys dick.

"Steeeve." Bucky said annoyed. "I really want to sleep now and don't listen to you dirty covering Beyoncé or whatever it is that you're doing." Bucky mumbled. " I want your body right here, daddy I want you, right now. Can't keep your eyes off my fatty Daddy I want you." Steve chuckled and began to move on Buckys waist. "You little -" Bucky hissed and stopped Steve. Steve laughed into Buckys neck. He stayed silent after that and fell asleep. But Bucky? Bucky had to lay there a few more to finish the work Steve had begun.

Bucky smelled fresh bread and heat up coffee. He felt his naked chest against the smooth sheets of the bed and his hair falling into his face. There was no warmth and no scent of Steve. Bucky whined at the loss of Steve in the big bed and spread his feet and arms out. He lay face down on the mattress and pushed his head into the soft pillow.

Bucky didn't know if he fell asleep again or not but he was awakened by a heavy weight that pushed down against his back and pressed him down into the mattress. He gasped in shock and relaxed again as he remembered where he was. "It's okay." Steve whispered into Buckys ear and made him shiver. Steve took Buckys hands in his and slowly began to kiss down Buckys stretched back. "It's okay baby." Steve said and slowly pulled Buckys shorts down.

Song - Drunk in love by Beyoncé

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