Show me love ◀Stucky▶

Chapter 6 : Mission

"It's okay baby." Steve said and slowly pulled Buckys shorts down.

Buckys first instinct was to defend himself and face his enemy. He had to shut him down, it was his mission. But.. this was Steve right? Steve didn't want to harm him. Steve was his friend. This was his Steve.

"What - what are you doing Steve?" Bucky asked sleepy and tried to turn around but his head was pushed back into the mattress. "I am taking care of you." Steve whispered and kissed Buckys shoulder plates and neck. "Like you were taking care of me when I was sick." Steve smiled and sucked on Buckys sensitive skin. Bucky tensed at the feeling of Steves hot lips pressing against his neck and chuckled.

"Why are you laughing?" Steve asked with a smile forming on his face. "It tickles." Bucky laughed and felt Steves fingers brushing along his sides. "Stop it you -" Bucky grunted into the pillow but was cut off when Steve actually began to tickle him. "Steve!" Bucky shouted as he felt Steves strong fingers pushing into his sides and streaking over his chest. "Steve!" Bucky laughed and tried to face the other man but he couldn't move because it tickled so much. "I swear to god, haha, Steve!" Bucky squealed and squirmed under Steves touch. "Why are you so cute huh?" Steve chuckled and let Bucky turn around. They faced each other, breathless and smiling. "I didn't know you were so ticklish baby." Steve said and grinned from ear to ear. "I'm not ticklish." Bucky pouted and yawned loudly. "Of course you're not baby." Steve said and kissed Buckys neck. He sucked on it and scraped the soft skin with his teeth. "I'm just -" Bucky began to moan between his words when Steve brushed Buckys shorts. " - just sensitive." He gasped and pushed his waist against Steves. "Oh Bucky." Steve whispered and wraped his arms around his lovers back.

They both heard a sound. "Oh hell no!" Steve hissed and sat up. "What is it Steve?" "Can't you hear it? It's my phone ringing." Steve sighed. "But Steve.." Bucky whined and pulled Steve back down. "Baby I have to pick up my -" Steve wanted to tell Bucky but was pulled in for a hard kiss. "Mmh, Bucky.. I have to -" Steve muttered. He couldn't finish the sentence because Bucky rubbed against him. Steve still heard the phone ringing and tried to ignore it but his mind told him to stop doing Bucky instead of his job.

"Bucky.. I can't do this. This call might be important." Steve whispered and let go of Buckys back. "But Steve -" "No! I said this was important so please Bucky." Steve said in a more angry tone. He didn't want to be mad about Bucky, but he had to do his job. "Ok." Bucky said and pulled away from him. Steve nodded thankfully and stood up. He left the bedroom with a sad Bucky in it. "Idiot." Bucky hissed and pulled up his shorts.

Steve was the one who began all this teasing and kissing!? And now Bucky looked like he was all needy and just wanted the one thing. It sounded so dumb in Buckys ears that he had to laugh. He made his way out of bed and after he decided to stay in just his shorts, he went into their living room. He saw Steve sitting on the couch with a piece of paper he was writing information on. The person he talked to seemed to be important because Steves eyebrows were knitting together in concern. Bucky decided to ignore him and walked straight into the bathroom. He washed his face and let the cool drops of water run down his body. Bucky liked water. NOW he liked it. A few months ago, Bucky couldn't even take a shower.

"Steve, please! They'll put me back!" Bucky screamed into Steves shoulder and held onto the taller mans back.

"Bucky, it's alright. I'm here to protect you. You'll stay here with me okay?" Steve asked and stroked Buckys neck with his warming hands.

Bucky winced in pain of the memory from HYDRA and the doctors and their weapons and tools and the water. The freezing water they used to shock him and wake him up with. The cold water they used to drown him with. The hot water they used to burn -

"Buck?" Steve asked and shook Buckys body. "Come on, say it. You are okay." Steve repeated it. "Say that you're okay." Steve whispered and sat next to Bucky on the floor.

"I - I'm okay?" Bucky said confused. It sounded more like a question than a statement.

"Yes Bucky, you're okay." Steve said, giving Bucky a tiny smile.

Bucky nodded and Steve hugged him. He wrapped his strong arms around Bucky and let his fingers wander through Buckys wild hair.

"Bucky, you really need to shower." Steve said after a while and pulled Bucky up to his feet.

Bucky went into the shower and grabbed Steve's wrist when he saw that the man was about to turn on the water.

"Steve." Bucky whined because he obviously did not want to go into the shower and let the cold water touch him.

"Bucky, I know you don't want to but you have to." Steve whispered and patted Bucky's shoulder.

"Imagine how fresh you will feel and how beautiful your hair will look like. Come on Bucky, we'll do this together. Okay Bucky?" Steve asked and it sounded like he was expecting an answer.

Steve always wanted Bucky to talk to him and communicate with him. He always wanted Bucky to say what he wants and what he needs.

"Okay." Bucky answered and let Steve turn on the water.

"His work is more important than I am." Bucky murmured annoyed because he hated to admit it but it hurt Buckys feelings when situations like these happened. He wanted Steve so much. He needed Steve. Steve was like the wonderful and shiny sun while Bucky was a little flower that needed him. Bucky knew, that if Steve died, he'd die too. "HE'S JUST GOING ON A MISSION BUCK! HE'S NOT GONNA DIE OR SOMETHING." Bucky hissed as he spoke with his reflection in the mirror. 

When Bucky walked out of the bathroom, Steve nearly was out of the door and put on his shoes. Bucky stood in front of him and watched as Steve struggled with his scarf, that kept falling into his face. Bucky wanted to laugh but he was too sad to do so. "I got a call from Tony." Oh Tony again. "The whole team, so me too, will be out for a while. There was an accident in New Jersey." Steve said and finally was finished with his shoes. Bucky just stayed in his position and didn't make a sound. His eyes were lost and full of pain. "There is enough in the fridge for a few days and if you want some more, you can also order something if you want." After a while Steve came closer and softly touched Buckys face. "Bucky.. did you hear me?" Steve asked. Steve tilted Buckys head up and looked in the mans sad eyes. "I'm sorry baby." Steve said and tried to hide the pain in his own voice. "Are you -" Steve began. "Yes! I'm okay." Bucky said and faked a smile. He was not okay. Not at all. He didn't want to loose Steve. He wanted to be with him.

When Steve leaned in to kiss him, Bucky immedeately kissed back and breathed in Steves lovely scent. He wouldn't be able to see him for a few days. Bucky hated it SO MUCH. "I love you Bucky." Steve whispered and hugged Bucky tightly. Bucky hummed in agreement because he loved him too. Steve kissed and sucked on Buckys neck, like he wanted Bucky to remember him until he got back. "I already miss you." Steve said and grabbed Buckys ass. "I'm gonna miss this, baby." Steve said and made Bucky moan into Steves hair. "But I'm gonna miss you the most. I love you." Steve whispered and kissed Bucky with all his heart.

Steve let go of him and walked out of the door. As he went down the corridor, Bucky shouted "Don't do anything stupid." Steve turned around and laughed. "How can I, taking all the stupid with you." Both of them smiled at each other until Steve disappeared when he walked down the stairs. He heard Steves footsteps until they got more and more quiet until he heard the door at the end of the stairs slam shut.

This was going to be a hard time for Bucky, beeing alone, living without his Steve.

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Bye ♥♥♥     ~Alex