Bucky couldn't believe his own eyes when he looked down at the floor.
"Steve?" Bucky whispered confused as he kneeled down to the shivering man. "Steve?" Bucky asked again, this time it sounded more concerned. Steves body lay on the carpet that was soaked with blood. Steves blood. Steves lunges were heaving up and down in his chest. There was a wound in it, leeking blood. What happened to him? He lay his hand on Steves forehead and felt sweat covering it. "W-What happened?" Bucky stuttered and pulled Steve inside of their apartement. "Sh-Shot." Steve hissed in pain and tried to stand up but fell down again. "Steve! Stay down, I'll take care of you!" Bucky said and pushed Steves hands down on his bleeding wounds. Bucky nearly fainted at the sight of Steve bleeding out in front if him, but giving up wasn't an option. He had to save Steve. "Stay here ok Steve?" Bucky asked and left when Steve nodded weakly.
He ran into the bathroom and grabbed a view tissues, a wet cloth, disinfectant and bandages. "Stay strong Steve!" Bucky shouted as he returned to him. "I'll heal Buck." Steve said. "I'll help you." Bucky stated and stroked Steves chest as he cleaned the wound which was located in his stomach area. "Shhh it's okay." Bucky whispered when Steve moaned and cried out.
"I don't know how - how this could happen -" Steve winced and grabbed Buckys arm. "Bucky, I'm so sorry. What if I die now and I can't protect you and you're left alone and I can't -" Steve began to cry. Bucky never really saw Steve crying. It broke Buckys heart to his Steve like this. "It's okay Steve." Bucky said and cleaned Steves wound with the desinfectant. "N-No, I'm not good enough for you Bucky." Steve sobbed and felt as a shock went through him. "Bucky." Steve winced and released a breath he didn't know he was holding when Bucky patched up his wound with the bandages. "Steve, you're doing so well sweetheart." Bucky said and kissed Steves wet lips passionately.
"Bucky, I'm sorry of doing this to you." Steve whispered and took Buckys hand.
"Bucky, what happens if I die on you? I'm so sorry Bucky." Steve said, tears slowly making their way into Steves eyes.
"You jerk, you're not gonna die on me." Bucky laughed with tears in his eyes.
Steve couldn't die - not his Steve. Steve who meant so much more to him than other friends or dames.
Steve was his one and only. Steve was the little guy he HAD to take care of.
"The doctors said all you need to do is rest." Bucky whispered and sat down on Steves bed. It creaked under his weight because it was used to carry a much lighter body. Steves body.
Bucky always loved Steves body. It was so small and lovely.
Everytime Steve laughed, Bucky wanted to wrap his strong arms around Steves little frame and squeeze him. But not squeeze him too much.
Steve was sensitive and vulnerable.
Bucky would have never forgiven himself for hurting his little Stevie.
Hurting his easily bruising skin or his warm, little heart.
But he never told Steve about his feelings. He just couldn't. He wasn't allowed to. So he kept the secret to himself and stayed quiet.
It was hard to see Steve fighting with guys that were 10 times taller than him.
It was hard to see Steve getting hurt and beat up.
But the hardest part was not being able to say the words "Please, stop getting yourself into trouble. I can't see you suffering because .. I love you Steve. I love you so much that it kills me everytime I'm not with you."
"Steve, I love you." Bucky whispered and kissed him again.
Bucky carried Steve to their couch where he was sitting earlier and sat down on the ground next to him. The floor was cold, but Bucky didn't care about that. He had to stay with his Steve, had to be with him.
The next day was weird. Steve woke up with a headache he never felt before and a pain in the stomach that made him tremble. What happened? He felt soft material pressing into his back and realized the color of the familiar ceiling. Ok. He was at home. Slowly, the memories came back to him. Buckys sorrowfull face made its way back to his mind and he remembered what Bucky told him. Bucky said he loved him. Bucky had never said that before. Steve smiled at the thought of Bucky telling him something like that.
"Steve?" Somebody said. It was Bucky. "Hey Steve, are you awake?" Bucky asked and sat up next to Steve. Steve looked into Buckys grey eyes. They were more relaxed than yesterday but still in fear and panic. Steve saw Buckys expression soften when he showed him a small smile. "Steve." Bucky whispered and kissed him. He kissed him again, just to make sure Steve felt it, and a third time because Steves lips felt so good. "Steve, I missed you so much." Bucky said and took Steves face in his hands. "I missed you too." Steve smiled and closed his eyes again. He needed some sleep now. "You need some sleep now." Bucky said and kissed his forehead. Steve giggled because if sometimes felt like Bucky could read his mind.
"I love you." Steve said and felt as Buckys lipps touched his own again. "I love you too Steve." Bucky whispered calming and stroked Steves chest until he fell asleep.
When Bucky opened his eyes at the sound of Steves pained voice, he felt a strongn, a too strong punch that went straight into his face.
HE SAID I LOVE YOU OMG AHAHA
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